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| No one showed to the dinner |
There is
a place in between you could have taken. You may have wished to reach out and
touch my heart. I invited you to calibrate with me.
Rosh Hashanah
dinner: I was so happy in my mind and heart it was going to be the best one
ever I shopped and prepared a feast for kings. For the whole week I put my
heart and soul in that meal.
My
emotions were flowing. I wanted everything to be perfect for me and my
children... But as I was making myself ready and wanted to look beautiful for
my babies, I sat around my beautiful table set for my kings. I waited and
waited; no one showed up...
By
midnight I knew they broke my heart again. I didn't sleep I was awake in the
wee hour of the night. It was so painful. That was the moment that I
thought breaking will be easier. They played with my emotions like a yo-yo... I
still feel that horrible sinking feeling in my heart today...
It is
very difficult to forget that I carried these children in my body...
Sept 2004
YB
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