Between Darkness & Light

I hate Passover!

Between darkness and light

My soul flows 

I shale have faith I shale believe

In tomorrow the light will shine

Even if it feels so dark as If the night

Black sky Is raping his darkness around

My Heart! It is so painful ! If God can only 

 Bring Some light in to my dark world!!

Oh Mom I MISS you SO! 

There are so many tears in my Heart!

Never allowed them to reach my eye's 

All I want is peace of mind and heart!

GOD Is that to much to beg for?

I don't want to stay in this pool

Of pain each day I beg God

Lay of of me!! give me a happy

Dream A visit to heaven! with my

 Mom! I miss having her in my life.

I miss her deep love , Dam! you God

For taking my teacher my protector

And the only one who ever LOVED ME!

I am Gods child too, your child !

And I am In need of your help!

GOD!

I never heard the words my mom haid said 

But Instead I heard the love for me

In her WORDS! I miss you

MAMA HANNAH!

YB. 

             

22/4/2017 

   

Generosity is giving more than you can!

I am under water and I don't swim

For all times I Thoth  that Generosity

Compassion. Honesty, Loyalty, love!

Was what makes the world A Beautiful

Place. but soon I realized only if we

Keep giving A Basket full of those 

Attributes To all around us! giving 

 Of me at the dawn of  my life. I had nothing 

Left to give! when  reality set in and I 

 Could not help but let my heart cry 

For what was left of me! under water and 

CAN'T SWIM!

 I can't anymore  Ignore  my heart wishes

 For Love, family, compassion, and respect.

I realized the only one who would give  

That to me would be Me! Love is love reflected!! 

It is taking me the whole of my life to learn

How to expected ! I am afraid the dawn is coming! 

AND I DIDN'T get it!!!

YB.            3/3/2017

Season of Light!

Season of light!

May this wonderful season of light

Be filled with warmth, joy, and tradition

For my little girl the child within

Wishing you love peace and harmony

And shining light.

YB.

1/5/2017 

Angels and poetry.

Angels poetry to my soul

Angels come in to one's life in all forms! 

Angels come in all shapes

Angels come in all colors.

They don't fall out of the sky

They are residing in your heart.

They are the music of your soul. 

They are your guiding light they lift you out of

Your cage  to a larger freedom.

They sparkle your spirit with 

heavenly light!

And when that Angel reminds me

 Even for an instant of my own 

Journey home in to my lightest self

My Angel caused a miracle within my

Heart, spirit, and soul.

That is the grates poetry ever known to my soul!!  

YB.

11/15/2016

Ignore loss and the memory of what you lost cannot be retrieved.

In all the times that I trusted I mad my sun turn dark

In all the times that I loved I put my sun in jeopardy

For all the days that I sacrificed , got in return zero.

But God surprised me with the gift of hope.

That mad my stars bright.

I steel am short of believing in the world around

So much sorrow,  sadness, and heartache 

It is so hard for me to believe that dreams

Really  Can come true, please God

 look at me .

Fill my heart with SMILES.

Rather than with tears.

If only because my heart 

Is so full of pain.

I know that happiness

 Is worth having

SEND-IT MY WAY!!

YB.      7/8/2016   

Honesty and Venerability !

Honesty

There is honesty in nature. we can learn so much from

All around us,small and big creatures, they use instinct 

For all directions, Observe a child closely and discover the

Beauty and meaning of Honesty!

Did you ever watched an injured animal how he curls up 

Inside   its home and stays quiet. a child will circle in 

His Mothers arms and feel better, that is the face

Of venerability, and intuition

they Waite for recovery. they know that they

 Must be patient sometimes the healing takes time.  

So as we, when you feel down retrieve your power

By being Honest with you.

Learn from nature and little children , Stop for

Now allow your self as a whole to mend

Silence and warmth is your friend now.

Love yourself now! hugs as your Mom 

Will be doing, 

Allow nothing to disturb your thoughts.

 In a little while you will feel strong again 

you will be helping your heart with recovery,

Share your complete honesty with your need

Love you as your Mother will!

YB.     23/3/2016 

From your mom in Heaven with love.

As I sit in heaven and watch you everyday,

I try to let you know with signs I never went away.

I hear you when you're laughing, and watch as you sleep.

I even place my arms around you to calm you as you weep.

I see you wish the days away, begging to have your Mom home,

So I try to send signs for you to know you are not alone my child.

Don't feel guilty that you have life that was denied to me, Heaven is

Truly beautiful, just wait and see my girl.

 Angel child , live your life, laugh again,

 Enjoy yourself, be free, then I know

That with every breath you take,

You'll be taking one for me!

LOVE YOU GIRL.

YB.       23/02/2016



Don't allow toxic people around

keep toxic people away from you

It is to late they are brain washed and they don't
know-it ,  You will never fit in there family life
They were raised not having you as part of there
 Family , they don't want to welcome you to there
Home not for holidays or birthdays or any family
Gathering . can you live with that? you are just a
Stranger. girl you must go quietly in to the night

After two years of trying really hard
It is not working for me ,  wouldn't   except
To be treated like an outsider? that is the way
They want to treat me .  unacceptable to me .
I am me! and I don't base my self worth
On the view of people who treat me as if I am
 A contagious daises . not even my family

I don't have to be other than me to be worthy
My worthiness is just for being me! yolland!
I am a core of love, inner goodness, and a special
Beautiful light, and any one who doesn't see
Me in that light! please  stay away from me.
Loving my self  is not a one time event ,

It is a life time exercise, and an endless  going
Process of hard work for life. it is up to you yolland !
Rap  your self with a blanket of affection, respect, and
appreciation, begin every new day with reminding
your self of your wordiness over and over again
Get emotionally honest with your self  and be guided
By your intuition.

All of the answers comes from within, from
your gut. learn from your mistakes and your past
And move forward to the tomorrows. do what Honor's
And respect you! don't allow toxic people to bring you
Down even if the are family loved ones  and friends.
Love  them  all !  but be choosy of whom is welcome
In to your world,  and your  life no place for ABUSE!

Y.B

October 2013

LOVE @ your heart

Love is what makes the world go round

Having the chance to  love and be loved
Is our most treasured emotional bonds
And while love lost is also a reality of our life
There is so much reward in appreciating
The connection we have with others through
whom we are more fulfilled.

Please take just a minute to tell someone
Else that they are loved, and  make every
Effort to express yourself in positive words
and deeds that will uplift, and energise  the
Soul and spirit of all  relationships, and
when we are faced with circumstances


That challenges us, it's so important to take
A breath, pause for a moment to think of the
Bigger picture , and find opportunities to
Balance life's ups and downs with a fresh
Perspective. please except my messages
in your heart.

I appreciate your interest in this message
and I trust that you will keep it rapt in a golden
Valle placed in the chambers  of your heart
with a silvery tread you carve  love, love ,love
it is the power of the human survival

love is what makes the world go round
Love is what we all need to  feel for each other
Even just for a little time we may create a world
Of infinite harmony  we shale all  feel loved and
Respected.  

October 2013

Y.B