This lonely Night

This lonely night

Chill infiltrated in the Moon light

It entered in to the golden silvery

Bright light, the sky is shining bright

The moon is glowing all by her lonely.

The Stars are playing hide and sick  

In the dark, no twinkles In this lonely night!

For one single bright Star !the glow is magic.

 My Mom!

In haven Smiling  upon my world!

With lots of LOVE.

YB. 

18/10/2016  

Autumn night

Autumn night's are so serene,and very beautiful.

They reflect charm, and welcome Nostalgia and sadness.

Night's are longer, day's shorter, nostalgia of Autumn.

Hurt's my Poet's heart. for the people around my heart

Are simply playing the game of words .

Throwing the words that hurt's  my way   

The Pain unbearable!

At time much more than a bleeding cut 

Words that broke my heart! many times over.

That Pain  for ever  in my heart and soul

Are berried. never to be forgotten!

The power of word's is huge,

So dearest friends!!  use them with care

For some one may be hurt!! 

BY YOU!

YB.       17/10/2016

LOVE @ your heart

Love is what makes the world go round

Having the chance to  love and be loved
Is our most treasured emotional bonds
And while love lost is also a reality of our life
There is so much reward in appreciating
The connection we have with others through
whom we are more fulfilled.

Please take just a minute to tell someone
Else that they are loved, and  make every
Effort to express yourself in positive words
and deeds that will uplift, and energise  the
Soul and spirit of all  relationships, and
when we are faced with circumstances


That challenges us, it's so important to take
A breath, pause for a moment to think of the
Bigger picture , and find opportunities to
Balance life's ups and downs with a fresh
Perspective. please except my messages
in your heart.

I appreciate your interest in this message
and I trust that you will keep it rapt in a golden
Valle placed in the chambers  of your heart
with a silvery tread you carve  love, love ,love
it is the power of the human survival

love is what makes the world go round
Love is what we all need to  feel for each other
Even just for a little time we may create a world
Of infinite harmony  we shale all  feel loved and
Respected.  

October 2013

Y.B

Day Dreaming

Will I always  want to love , will he always love.



A summer moon

I can't read his heart, I can only read my heart.

This days my thoughts are as disordered as my

Black hair.  I wish I were close to love , as to be
Loved. so I can unlock the key to the secrete   

Garden of  love  beauty, passion, will be there.

Eyes! the window to the soul will show me  the way
 To passion in the heart, and love in the soul and spirit.

 

things given to us  from the heart. will they

Cease to be remembered beyond the world

We live in . sweet dream of mine!  will  we

Remember our dreams?  in  my perfect  world  

I waited for your soul to call  my name with love.
Until I could hear my heart beat crossing the get  

To the river of paradise.

 

For now my all and be all I shall hide myself

With in the bright light of  the moon,

 In a summer night. wile your  deep soul is

Reciting words of  love, and passion. what

A beautiful music, a harmony from the havens

We were together very little time. and yet

I believed it was infinity. hugs my sweet one.

 

August 4 2013

 

Y.B  

In memory of Steven m schindler..

Our world has lost a bright star.

Steven a  shining light above

They will be more glider in universe,
For Stevens light will shine and sparkle,
For he is an angel now,  roaming in the havens.

Steven sweet heart! somehow out of all
The twists and turns our live could have
Taken it almost seems like we were given
A meant to be moment-to meet, to get to


Know each other and to set the stage for
A special togetherness, we build a friendship
With an invisible  tread witch would last
life,  and after death... good by  my friend!
For ever you will be my spiritual Gide.

Good by Steven may your Soul rest
In eternal peace..


April 3 2013

Y.B

Stephen M. Schindler - Rest in peace

Angel! Steven M. Schindler;






Angel voice hushed, with God is your home now. Whisper sweetly, and lovingly, to your late wife Eleanor and child Beth. that you loved so dearly. Surrender now with your pure heart, to be with them. I am here with you angels of mine, and all is right. In our abounding world, we all surround our souls to God.


Listen Angels! Steven speaks - he comes to calm you now, with a sodding and loving voice, he becomes your guiding light, he is a Star I made him one! Awake, asleep, he loved you so deep. you three souls will comfort us all... who walked your path. with  your wisdom you will grace the havens.


Steven core  of my faith in human, sweet spirit. You have become my guiding friend, a small voice in me reminds me of the silver linings to having you in my life. In this chaotic world of ours you were peace, grace. You made an unclear light forever shining.


A Star shining above Steven!

Thanks, my Angel !

Angels from high above, guard us all, with your compassion, courage, kindness, generosity and love... We learn from you. Your goodness can never be denied. Sweet Steven! my friend, fiancé in past, you are and have been the source of my strength and inspiration. Please my angel, stay by my side! Pure soul...

Y.B
March 27 2013

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Intuation and Knowledge within my Heart

Gait to heaven opened!
Where the shining full Moon and stars.

Intuition within my heart

With silvery  light , for me to stair at.
As the Orchid  in my vas  was looking  at me.
I have seen your light from heart tonight.



And I hoped  that  you will shine  for me.
Come dawn, you  miser!  where  gone,  but the
Orchid  was steel in  my vas  by my side.
No sorrow for your flight,  a golden sun light
Soon takes your place within my hopes and dreams.
My universe is again bright.


And now my heart is full of hope,
that hope,  feels bright, sparkling presence,
Silent yearning,  for  that  Mr. right ! not a  miser!
I have to be patient, the time is endless , countless
Hours will end. and I will let yesterday go.
For tomorrow to arrive with glory.


 I will keep the dream alive with an open heart
Will Bide calmly, trust   blindly. when day is done
Longing for you   my  men,  is not through.
I promise! the dream will reside in my heart for all tomorrows
Reflecting mirrored hope. for eternal love with the right one!

Y.B

June 1. 2013.

A friend I have never seen

To a friend I have never seen

A friend I have never seen.
Thanks for your friendship,


I have never met you, yet I know you.
When I confronted sadness, felt misfortune, and defeat, you told me that I am brave.

You are the poster boy of loyalty. All  the love you give in your life springs from the love you knew as a child! Obviously you knew a lot of love for you give it with your heart and spirit, with generosity and kindness.

You couldn't take away the pain I had in my heart, but you brought a glowing light of true friendship into my heart.

Every day I have your friendship is a gift. In my life,  if I have had a wish for a true friend, I got me one.

This friendship makes me happy and wise.

Thanks for your GIFT.

January 13 2013

Y.B.

A Let love gide your life



Let love guide you

 

SOMETIMES AN ACT OF KINDNES

Happens in a flash

But the memory of it

Can last a lifetime




Thanks baby! for calling me!

   love  Mom
Y B
January 13 2013

May we have PEACE on earth

Every life has its value!  Joy to the world,
  May we have  peace on earth. 

There is hope ! There is hope..

We humans must have in our heart Joy of the world that we live in.
We have times of darkened days, and cheerful days, our
Happiness comes from choosing to help our fellow humans.
Glory to those who believes in the highest form of peace on earth,
Among men. let us pull together and pray for peace.
Let our hearts fell with love and compassion, and let-it flow
From one heart to another, that will be my prayer gift, to the world.
For 2013... life is a precious gift to all.
Let us have faith,  and make our self necessary to someone in need


May we have peace on Earth

Dec 31 2012

YB.

Thank you Sid Pelston for an amezing wish to the World

A Ross from my garden to thank you!

Another Year of Memories We Take into 2013 

2012 meant countless, different things to each of us, 

hopefully some joys and not great sorrow.

But whatever sadness and challenge the year brought,

let fate bring you an abundance of hope and joy tomorrow.
 

Did we learn anything new in the year soon to be in our past?

One thing is cherish what we hold dear to help make it last. 

My wish for my friends, my family and those I barely know

Is to think positive and make the best of whatever direction we go.  

I believe we are blessed with our own uniqueness, and have great value.

 

We can make tomorrow better than all of our yesterdays.

In these troubled times for so many, we can offer our support,
Lend a helping hand,

be kind and know that people, whoever they are, matter.

I wish for you that your efforts, whatever they may be, are fruitful.


May some of what you seek become reality. may you and
Those you love have a future, of great fulfilment and sense

Of purpose..  Wishing you a truly rewarding 2013….

Our rose is in Heaven


ROSE my friend your heart was so full
of goodness. your soul so pure, and your
Eyes, so bright, they will light every ones path.
your spirit will forever soak in heaven's rays.

She did more than
 listen she understood!

My friendship with you for ever will be  calibrated.
Having you As my friend,  was for me like
Walking  in a  clear day morning .
Thank God For the gift he gave me ! a Rose,
 Full of grace, and peace, charm, generosity, and love

And now I will walk with you in my heart.

The first time  you meat  me,  you new that
I was in need of a friend , you Handed me
Your hand.   and you invited me to your world.
Sweet lady; dearest of all Roses I thank you.

For ever friend,   you will be my Rose. in the
Garden of my heart. and soul my angel Rose..


Even now that you are busking in the  lights.
Of The heavens with all the angels around you.
If you happen to meet my Mama!
Tell her I love her, up  above the rainbow.
I will be looking for both of you....

For ever you will be tucked in my heart
For ever you will be in my memory's

Rose life  is a song  love is the music
And you my dear friend Had P.H.D
In both....

Dec; 2 2012
YB

Steven M Schindler held most dear to my soul.

In the light of my friend I find second self

 

Dear  Steven

The news that you're sick is heavy on my heart. I just wanted you to know that the days, the hours, the minutes I spent with you,
I look upon them as a sort of perfumed garden, a fountain of magic waters.

You and you alone made me feel as if I had an angel looking over me. You were very  good to me. And yet at the same time you pained my heart very deeply.

In one hand you cherished me with that dignified tenderness which I only find in you... and yet pained me at the same time... I forgive you; I chose to see you as my angel who came to the gate of my paradise. you were there for me and so you give me the courage to keep standing alone.

I think that I was born to walk alone. The supreme happiness of life is the conviction of being loved for yourself or more correctly being loved in spite of yourself. You didn't love me that way.

And I for always will be sad that you didn't.

I hope that you are happy. I want and wish you health. If your world seems cold to you these days, please remember there is a girl in Toronto who forever has a heart full of compassion for you, angel...  I could warm up your world; I am your friend for life.

Hear is my commandment to you my friend... Love yourself, take care of yourself, let me know if I could do something for you. I hope that you can hear me with your ears, but listen to me with your eyes: you will win!!!

You are a winner...

Get well, be well, feel well, I wish I could see you and help...

June 10  2012
Y.B

I wish



Angel D.. thanks for lighting up my life!

It has been a very difficult day. I am at a cross road. It feels as if it is the end of the road. Are all the doors closed? Where is the light at the end of the tunnel? This world is not for a broken mother like me. I am so tired and lonely.

I went to visit Shoshana at the hospital today. Talia was there looking at her mother with so much love and care I was jealous. It made me so sad looking at her. I felt sorry for myself. I wondered what would happen if I ever need help. Would I have anyone around me?

As if I heard my ex's vioce when he used to tell me: "You were born lonely and I am going to make sure that you will die lonely." Why would anyone be so evil?

I believe in miracles as I was putting this post up. My son in law called me and told me that they are coming to visit with me this evening. A miracle comes my way after 10 years of never seeing them....Thanks angel D....

Post went up March 11 2012.

Feb 23 1993

YB
 

A note from a classmate

A symbol of new  life

I do not know how to spell your name but I do know who you are! You are a beautiful rose who's slowly opening up during the Landmark experience for someone I just met. May I share with you my admiration and love for you? You have so much goodness in you as a wonderful human being.

I am sending you this wee teddy as a symbol of my respect for you. I hope you find a special spot in your home for it. After this hard work of healing I know you will have a special place in your heart for a lot of new beginnings. Your children are lucky to have you for a Mom...
You are so lovable.....

With much love
Mary Cunningham

P.S on the front of this card is a butterfly it is a" symbol of new  life"

Feb 16 1997

Splendid creatures my friends





Joys emerges where your friends are there

Stretching, twisting and pacing in anticipation on who is going to call next.  Their phone is always on guard. These dusky Jewels are eager to have a conversation. I call it addiction of a phone call, simply amazed at the speed they pick-up the phone while driving, eating, sleeping, showering, Outside, inside, at the restaurants, theatres, anywhere and everywhere.

These spunky Jewel friends of mine simply go all out for that RING...RING..., feeding their addiction of a conversation... Such a proud full look in their eyes sends a gleam of pride to my direction as if they successfully conquered their quests.

Once lunch has been served, the phone stares at them, taking a snooze. There is a pattern in the afternoons: the phone RINGS... and RINGS.

 

That is the story of my beautiful, worthy Jewels friends, retreating for the night to the comfort of a recliner, watching television between lapses into shallow sleeps, seeking warmth and attention from phone FIX...

 

Their day is in completion; full of interactions...

What a day! The phone is very, very, tired. 

Oct 11, 2011

YB

Very dear to my heart - Raymond G.

Thanks 1993

Thank you God for everything you sent my way, all of it made me who I am. I am walking my path with grace and dignity, and I am hoping in my heart that I will find a harbour in this world, which will be serene and calm, and loving. Like every one, I feel the need to be in a relationship of affection, mutual respect, friendliness, and warmth. I am not made out of stone or iron.

Sweet love Raymond G., you will always be in a special corner of my heart where your big heart embraced me and you made my living life much more loving. There were so many more tears in the heart that never reached my eyes, for you were there to put a smile on my face.

I love you, man. You made me believe in life all over again. Last time that I held you was in 1993 and now it is 1998, and I am on my way to Paris, to claim our midnight in Paris.

He was the only one that made me believe. He was good and kind, and he respected me. I still can smell his aroma. I can see the softness of his eyes. I can hear the beats of his heart.

He tried to act very strong and cold, but he was the most sensitive man I have ever got to know.

He was so tender, soft, generous, kind and most of all, he loved me, the only one who ever showed me love...

For that my love, I am in debt to you for life. I love your world, your universe, your loyalty, your tender heart, the magic of the summer of '93 with you in Paris, in the south of France. Your loving, us together, was overwhelming Monte Carlo and most of all, the first 24 hours we spent just talking. I will forever love us!

March 1998

YB

Sabrina



The real menace is dealing with
 People without a heart

In life we may have depended

On others for validating our feelings

And our self image

 

Today my dear Sabrina

I don't, 

But for you to always remember:

 

All that you send into

The lives of others

Comes back into

Your own life



Nothing to Thank you for!

You had no heart,

 Not for me,  or your children.
 

 

 

March 1997

YB

Dear friends

A friend is the person you turn to when your family just won't do.

Dearest friends

With Love a rose from my garden for all of you.

Do not blindly believe what others say. See for yourself what brings contentment, clarity and peace. That is the path for you and me to follow.

True freedom comes when we follow the natural goodness of our heart. Because words have the power to destroy or heal. I choose to take

a complete vocabulary of words that are both true and kind with integrity, honesty, authenticity and a lot of sensitivity. They will be my path to change my world for the better.

I am happy....  Thank you dearest friends for all you have done to help me in my difficult times.




 YB