Between Darkness & Light

I hate Passover!

Between darkness and light

My soul flows 

I shale have faith I shale believe

In tomorrow the light will shine

Even if it feels so dark as If the night

Black sky Is raping his darkness around

My Heart! It is so painful ! If God can only 

 Bring Some light in to my dark world!!

Oh Mom I MISS you SO! 

There are so many tears in my Heart!

Never allowed them to reach my eye's 

All I want is peace of mind and heart!

GOD Is that to much to beg for?

I don't want to stay in this pool

Of pain each day I beg God

Lay of of me!! give me a happy

Dream A visit to heaven! with my

 Mom! I miss having her in my life.

I miss her deep love , Dam! you God

For taking my teacher my protector

And the only one who ever LOVED ME!

I am Gods child too, your child !

And I am In need of your help!

GOD!

I never heard the words my mom haid said 

But Instead I heard the love for me

In her WORDS! I miss you

MAMA HANNAH!

YB. 

             

22/4/2017 

   

I am A Miracle!

Miracle!

I see God in all things

In my blooming Garden in the Spring and summer

In my Snowy  world in the winter!

In my colorful Garden in the fall!

Life is full of Miracles!

The Season's, Nature space!

The Animal kingdom! 

Day and night!

Happiness Sadness  Joyfulness Anger!

Kindness Charity!  

LOVE ! hate!

All are part of our Miracle!

Let us embrace our SELVES!

It is all part of our MIRACLE!!

YB.

          

26/1/2017

       

The voice of the mind silence.

Spring is around the corner,I will make sure

To note the opening of the flowers bloom..

glorious moments wetting for me when life

 Around  will awakes . with it comes the beauty,

The confidence,  the knowledge and certainty 

 About  the cycle of life it is the pause of The 

Soul! it is the moment of wonder and satisfaction

It is the silence.

Those  who have passed through the silence,

And felt its peace , they retained its strength, 

They long that the whole world shall pass

 Through it also . what an amazing seance of

 Peace  ! that is the only place where the mind

will hear the silence.

There for I say may peace be with all of us.

And may we bloom like the gardens of all

 The souls in heaven .and on EARTH!

May we have SHALOM! PEACE!

On Earth!

YB.3/4/2016

  

Honesty and Venerability !

Honesty

There is honesty in nature. we can learn so much from

All around us,small and big creatures, they use instinct 

For all directions, Observe a child closely and discover the

Beauty and meaning of Honesty!

Did you ever watched an injured animal how he curls up 

Inside   its home and stays quiet. a child will circle in 

His Mothers arms and feel better, that is the face

Of venerability, and intuition

they Waite for recovery. they know that they

 Must be patient sometimes the healing takes time.  

So as we, when you feel down retrieve your power

By being Honest with you.

Learn from nature and little children , Stop for

Now allow your self as a whole to mend

Silence and warmth is your friend now.

Love yourself now! hugs as your Mom 

Will be doing, 

Allow nothing to disturb your thoughts.

 In a little while you will feel strong again 

you will be helping your heart with recovery,

Share your complete honesty with your need

Love you as your Mother will!

YB.     23/3/2016 

In memory of loved one!!.

Many we love have passed away

To soon... whithout reson.

We remember them often

In a thousand different way..

In the morning..

In the night..

When we look

 At the stars..

A date..A Song..

A place..

A smell..

In memory of all those who left us too soon!

For all of you,  this garden OF MY SOUL.

For your souls to rome in! with my love

To  all of you. until we meet again!

YB.   2/ 27/ 2016



The golden tread between loving hearts

                                    

I love you my girl child!




When you are a mother, you are walking with your heart outside your body every day of your life.
Every day of my life, in the last thirty years, my
Heart was a dry land,  a dead desert, for my only girl was absent from my life...  Nothing in my life was more thrilling than the day she was born...
And now she is back, and I am very happy, and grateful. She is wonderful,  trying really hard to make up for times lost.

Sweet girl of mine, thank you! I love you. I hope you know that I too am trying very hard. It is not easy for both of us, the anger is eating at me so this is a good time and place to say to my girl.

To you dearest child of mine: I am sorry if I am putting pressure on you. I want you to know that I acknowledge your efforts and how hard you are trying. Me too, sweet girl. I am trying, I would love us to make our relationship work.

Thank you. I love you and I am blessed that you opened your heart and soul to me and invited me to your world... Thanks. I love you, my child, for that...

May God help us both to make a go of it. Sweet heart, I am so proud of you. You are a great mother and an amazing wife, a fantastic teacher and a wonderful friend.

Please be kind to yourself: listen to your body and let me be your mom! I miss it. I love you. Let me care for you.

8 January 2013

YB

A Let love gide your life



Let love guide you

 

SOMETIMES AN ACT OF KINDNES

Happens in a flash

But the memory of it

Can last a lifetime




Thanks baby! for calling me!

   love  Mom
Y B
January 13 2013

God walks me through

My spirit garden

 



Walk this path with me. Climb up this mountain. Lead me to the top of my dreams. Help me navigate this voyage called life. Let me not do it alone for it will be lonely. So Angel within my heart whispers a sweet  melody into my soul and spirit.

Show me the way to the garden of my soul where the air is clear, where the tender spring flowers will bloom, where the sun will rise and the moon will shine brightly.

And I with the Angel girl within my heart who still always believe in miracles, she is forever seeing light shining right in the centre of the darkness. The purity of her heart can hear and see the Angel within lighting her path...

March 6 2012

YB                                                    

Winter is gone

Nothing as beautiful as my  garden blooming

Here in my garden I dream of a glorious spring, a rainless and cloudless sky...

This spring day cares and worries is replaced by faith. Faith can place a light in the darkest of all. All of the concerns are far, far, away gone.

Here in my garden I dream how up above the clouds I fly between earth and sky, revealing in such luxury.

As each moment goes by dreaming of wonders, the wonders you seek are in your heart, spirit and soul...

Have fire in your life; you will warm up the universe around. In deep solitude I am... the hours are few, when one can be so serene, busking in peace

Yolland Bitton, my child may your life be protected and touched by your angel Mom...

Your love is there for the wanting not the refusing. I hope one day my children and grandchildren would want my love. They have it anyway!

 

Apr 15 2001

YB

 

My Ginko tree

My ginkgo tree

The garden of my soul,

So many beautiful flowers in my garden bloom from summer to summer, each one in its season.

They bring joy and hope to my life. Every season reminds me of summer past. I can hear the voices of past summers...

My roses, lilies, pansies, daisies, and the bleeding hearts, the violets, and most of all I miss my ginkgo tree, my butterflies and my bees... In my garden around ginkgo they fly...



So I will claim them as mine: my family to be. Each morning as I peek out the window, Mr. Butterfly and Mrs. Bee fly by my old ginkgo tree. As friends, they are my dearest, for so few of my friends and family I see.  In memories of old yesterdays; when we were all so happy and free, hoping for new tomorrows, new beginnings.

Love you,

Mom

 

Feb 10, 2005

YB