Between Darkness & Light

I hate Passover!

Between darkness and light

My soul flows 

I shale have faith I shale believe

In tomorrow the light will shine

Even if it feels so dark as If the night

Black sky Is raping his darkness around

My Heart! It is so painful ! If God can only 

 Bring Some light in to my dark world!!

Oh Mom I MISS you SO! 

There are so many tears in my Heart!

Never allowed them to reach my eye's 

All I want is peace of mind and heart!

GOD Is that to much to beg for?

I don't want to stay in this pool

Of pain each day I beg God

Lay of of me!! give me a happy

Dream A visit to heaven! with my

 Mom! I miss having her in my life.

I miss her deep love , Dam! you God

For taking my teacher my protector

And the only one who ever LOVED ME!

I am Gods child too, your child !

And I am In need of your help!

GOD!

I never heard the words my mom haid said 

But Instead I heard the love for me

In her WORDS! I miss you

MAMA HANNAH!

YB. 

             

22/4/2017 

   

I am A Miracle!

Miracle!

I see God in all things

In my blooming Garden in the Spring and summer

In my Snowy  world in the winter!

In my colorful Garden in the fall!

Life is full of Miracles!

The Season's, Nature space!

The Animal kingdom! 

Day and night!

Happiness Sadness  Joyfulness Anger!

Kindness Charity!  

LOVE ! hate!

All are part of our Miracle!

Let us embrace our SELVES!

It is all part of our MIRACLE!!

YB.

          

26/1/2017

       

Season of Light!

Season of light!

May this wonderful season of light

Be filled with warmth, joy, and tradition

For my little girl the child within

Wishing you love peace and harmony

And shining light.

YB.

1/5/2017 

Angels and poetry.

Angels poetry to my soul

Angels come in to one's life in all forms! 

Angels come in all shapes

Angels come in all colors.

They don't fall out of the sky

They are residing in your heart.

They are the music of your soul. 

They are your guiding light they lift you out of

Your cage  to a larger freedom.

They sparkle your spirit with 

heavenly light!

And when that Angel reminds me

 Even for an instant of my own 

Journey home in to my lightest self

My Angel caused a miracle within my

Heart, spirit, and soul.

That is the grates poetry ever known to my soul!!  

YB.

11/15/2016

All that begins will END!

A miracle in my garden. 

If we could see the miracle of a single flower clearly

Our whole. life would change.

Our hearts will be untroubled

Full with kindness and compassion

In times of difficulty we shale take

Refuge in that compassion and TRUTH

Walk in truth, listen with a receptive heart .

Let your kindness rain on all.

And remember for always

Everything  that has a beginning

Will have an END! 

So whatever path I will take

 will be the truth!!

28/08/2016

YB.

MY Reflection!

Some times I wonder what is my shadow telling me

It tells me I wish to help you realize how special you are.

I wish you  could see yourself at any form your heart desires

Stand In front of a pool of steel water, and see the replica

 Of your awesome  beauty I am powerful for you   .

My face is your face 

 I could be any one you want me to be

I could be your Mom just as you remember her

Your grandma, all and every one you ever loved and lost

Tap on your wishing well  walk in a field full of blooming flowers.

I give you comfort, I am your best friend  me is you   U is me

I love your imagination your big heart your acceptance

Of what ever God sends your way . I will be happy to be 

What ever you my dear CHILD want me to be.

I AM YOU AND YOU ARE ME!

YB.     20/08/2016 

What are we living to our CHILDREN..

I guess the most beautiful things in life 

Are the smiles of children that have known

Only tears and heart ache yet they can steel

Smile. the love it brings to the heart it is 

Like nothing we can ever dream to see.

A true feeling of heaven upon Earth 

To the soul. each day we come together

 In some way around the world about 

Something . I am just wanting to ask all

Of humanity when shall the day come

That our children and the world that we

 Are living to them will become the 

Most important of all issues we face?

We are able to save lives only if we 

get our hearts all come together ,

Together we can WIN!

YB .    4/4/ 2016

The voice of the mind silence.

Spring is around the corner,I will make sure

To note the opening of the flowers bloom..

glorious moments wetting for me when life

 Around  will awakes . with it comes the beauty,

The confidence,  the knowledge and certainty 

 About  the cycle of life it is the pause of The 

Soul! it is the moment of wonder and satisfaction

It is the silence.

Those  who have passed through the silence,

And felt its peace , they retained its strength, 

They long that the whole world shall pass

 Through it also . what an amazing seance of

 Peace  ! that is the only place where the mind

will hear the silence.

There for I say may peace be with all of us.

And may we bloom like the gardens of all

 The souls in heaven .and on EARTH!

May we have SHALOM! PEACE!

On Earth!

YB.3/4/2016

  

Angels within!

Our Angels don't fall out of the sky, 

They emerge from within our heart.

Our Angel may be likened to great 

Poetry. they will lift the soul out of its

Cage of limitations.they will return your 

Heart to a reflection of serenity, freer self.

They  bemuse  your spirit with sparkling

Light the raptures of Heaven. and when

Our Angel reminds us, for even an instant,

Of our own journey, our path of origin.

Our highest self, it has caused a miracle 

Within us. and that is the greatest Poetry!

EVER KNOWN TO THE SOUL,

IT IS EVERYTHING!

YB.   2/4/2016

One Early Morning.

 

One early morning I sat in the hot tub's of Eselen .

I watched the Moon rise high into the sky just as

The sun began to spill above the horizon. I gazed

straight up into the sky still sparkling with stars,

I lowered my Eyes to include the ocean.

 What a magnificent sight! looking at the wells

on their way to Alaska.

 

 

It is if the two opposites of night and day have

Merged just for a moment in time, that is when I felt

Suspended between the two, what an awesome feeling

When all is quieter and serene. only I and my God!

Listening to the music of the waves. crashing across

 The rocks and sand, the change happen so fast.

Hear I am with God observing the calm,

The storm, day and night!

 

 

Thank you God for allowing me the privilege

Of sharing with me this master  beauty.

And just when the sun began its climb

And the Moon disappeared and the stars no more

There is a apace between where you feel everything

And nothing ,a time when you choose witch

 Direction   YOU ARE GOING!

Take control of your innersole and know

Where you are going.

 

 

YB.      19/03/2016.   

Good night Dear Heart.

 

 

Good night dear Heart.

Difficult for you to fall asleep,

I am worried about your resistance to changes .

Nothing stay's the same, all  is  cycles  of transformation's.

 Life of Nature, the season's, your children's, your world,

All of what surround's you. all is changing every moment.

Change requires growth, patience, acceptance, and courage.

It give's us the ability to shape our  life like an Artist with her canvas.

Our life is defined by series of opposites

Youth-old age, birth-death, health-illness, wealth- poverty,

 Joy-sadness, isolation-company!

Change is the necessary ingredient to what we are

And who we are so dear heart I beg of you trust that

Life is Beautiful with all of  the changes in-it.

Go to sleep dear HEART! of mine.

Angel Mom!

 

Dearest Mother what did you leave behind.

What did you leave for your littel girl to remember

You by?A heart full of  memories  of days gon by.

A mind that looks like an Artist canvas

Full of shining stars. thank you Mom.

For being my Mother.

 

 

Dearest Mom; some Mothers barely make their mark

In a whole lifetime, but not you  my dear  Mom.

You have made a difference you impacted 

Your littel girls life in the short five years

We spend together, through counless

Act of love and caring.

 

 

You have left a part of yourself in my aiking

 Heart, to help me remember our moments of love

And laughter. your sweet hugs and tander voice!

My Angel MOM you will keep me going,

You will keep shining my way till the end of time

LOVE YOU MOM!

 

 

YB.   13/3/2016.

 

 

In memory of loved one!!.

Many we love have passed away

To soon... whithout reson.

We remember them often

In a thousand different way..

In the morning..

In the night..

When we look

 At the stars..

A date..A Song..

A place..

A smell..

In memory of all those who left us too soon!

For all of you,  this garden OF MY SOUL.

For your souls to rome in! with my love

To  all of you. until we meet again!

YB.   2/ 27/ 2016



From your mom in Heaven with love.

As I sit in heaven and watch you everyday,

I try to let you know with signs I never went away.

I hear you when you're laughing, and watch as you sleep.

I even place my arms around you to calm you as you weep.

I see you wish the days away, begging to have your Mom home,

So I try to send signs for you to know you are not alone my child.

Don't feel guilty that you have life that was denied to me, Heaven is

Truly beautiful, just wait and see my girl.

 Angel child , live your life, laugh again,

 Enjoy yourself, be free, then I know

That with every breath you take,

You'll be taking one for me!

LOVE YOU GIRL.

YB.       23/02/2016



My Grandmother.



 

My grandmother knew what life was about,

No one left her house with anempty belly,

Without getting a hug,

and without hearing her say

I LOVE YOU.

 

She touched the heart and the soul

Of everyone that met her,

but none more so than ME!

 

Her mantra was to those I may have

Wronged I ask for forgivness.

To those I may have helped,

I wish I had don more.

 

To those I neglected to help,

I ask for understanding.

To those who helped me,

I sincerely THANK YOU!

 

YB. 20/02/2016

 

 

 

 

 

 

The littel girl in me.

Dear girl of mine.

Where is this sadness coming from

Why do your Eyes look so sad

And your heart feels lonely and deprived

Because  of a visitor, Christmas!

Family's holiday.

Sweet girl we are a family you and I

Together we can do this, we can get trough

this day and survive it we are together.

we will soar on wings of self love

Because we know that together we are

You and I for now and always.

I know how difficult it is to put past pain behind

and move on. you are grown up now and yet the little

girl inside is steel crying out in fear and loneliness

This child needs me dear heart, gather her up in

your loving  arms and give her comfort

I know how much love you needed then and now.

I was the only one who knew how much this girl

In me needed of love, a hug, a cherished moment

things are different now, we are one strong and united

in our love for one another. together we can gather the

 courage to get past this lonely day intact, and victorious.

you and I . love you! let us decide to enjoy this day.

let us choose happiness.

Y.B

27 December 2013

.

Norma! reflection from life

Norma's memories of days gone by 

through storms and happiness in your life
From childhood to the evening of your life
there was one thing constant your boy.
Your beautiful boy,  hours with him so happy
when he roamed with you trough your life.

as the years went by the sun sank lower
And the evening of life was approaching
So as his evening, he didn't let the breezes
Chill his heart for you , some would have
But not your Boy, the light shined in his heart

His mothers faith and love was over him
Her prayers that god might keep her son
healthy, happy, full of grace, now when
He watches his Norma approaching her
Evening and can't recall the things that

Ones was , the boy is their. the angel's
Must be singing. for I think all the mothers
Of  the world are hearing the music
Such a beautiful music only a mother
And her boy can hear..

October 2013

Y.B

The power of loving your self





The power of loving  every part of yourself
Every part of your life, and every part of  your world

I had a dream to be loved

Will make you whole.
You will see the world and everything around you
with joy, comfort, sadness will be no more.

Weariness will be  rest, despair will become hope
loving my self will feel like a soft  misty rain
Will comfort me  as a rainbow or a sunshine
After the misty rain.

Dreaming of love from your family, your children
Or any one ells is no love, asking for love from others
Is no love. love is voluntarily given from the heart
It touches you so swift, and gently you are the only
One feeling its loving reassurance. and comfort

It sustains you through the hardest days
You can't demanded or force  any one to love you
You can force yourself to love you!!
It will feel like a dim twilight , a perfumed Oasis
Or a fountain singing to you

You and you alone can make yourself a live
You and you alone can cherish yourself
With dignified tenderness which  cane
Only be found in you, in your heart and spirit

 The heavens will open the gaits for you
You will see the darkness  turn in to a silver
Light the chambers of  your heart glider with
Sparkling Diamonds. little girl I have spread
My dreams under your feet, please believe

In loving yourself you are so beautiful
So made to be cherished adored and loved
till the end of time.
And many more Thanksgiving days.

YB

October 2013

Anita the Lord was your shepherd.

Anita's light

To my beloved cousin Anita!

Beloved child of God!
You left us To be with the lord,
And the darkest  hours  are hear
For us, we try to see the unseen,
Your soul flowing in Haven.

your faith, and strength , inspired
Us all. your effort and love of God
Gave hope to life, to love, and joy
you always seek the good that is in
People, you believed in courage

You believed that  a  failure is
Not a  defeat until you stop trying
You never stopped trying  you placed
A candle light  in the darkest days of your
Fight with Cancer.. you stood up to a killer!

With bravery, strength  and courage  till the
Last moments; you believed that giving,
Makes living, more loving. you gave us love.
I am living you now knowing, that they are so many 
Tears  in my heart dripping. my heart ekes..
Anita! I love  you will miss U , for always in my heart..


Y.B

 May 17  2013   
    

In memory of Steven m schindler..

Our world has lost a bright star.

Steven a  shining light above

They will be more glider in universe,
For Stevens light will shine and sparkle,
For he is an angel now,  roaming in the havens.

Steven sweet heart! somehow out of all
The twists and turns our live could have
Taken it almost seems like we were given
A meant to be moment-to meet, to get to


Know each other and to set the stage for
A special togetherness, we build a friendship
With an invisible  tread witch would last
life,  and after death... good by  my friend!
For ever you will be my spiritual Gide.

Good by Steven may your Soul rest
In eternal peace..


April 3 2013

Y.B