Between Darkness & Light

I hate Passover!

Between darkness and light

My soul flows 

I shale have faith I shale believe

In tomorrow the light will shine

Even if it feels so dark as If the night

Black sky Is raping his darkness around

My Heart! It is so painful ! If God can only 

 Bring Some light in to my dark world!!

Oh Mom I MISS you SO! 

There are so many tears in my Heart!

Never allowed them to reach my eye's 

All I want is peace of mind and heart!

GOD Is that to much to beg for?

I don't want to stay in this pool

Of pain each day I beg God

Lay of of me!! give me a happy

Dream A visit to heaven! with my

 Mom! I miss having her in my life.

I miss her deep love , Dam! you God

For taking my teacher my protector

And the only one who ever LOVED ME!

I am Gods child too, your child !

And I am In need of your help!

GOD!

I never heard the words my mom haid said 

But Instead I heard the love for me

In her WORDS! I miss you

MAMA HANNAH!

YB. 

             

22/4/2017 

   

Generosity is giving more than you can!

I am under water and I don't swim

For all times I Thoth  that Generosity

Compassion. Honesty, Loyalty, love!

Was what makes the world A Beautiful

Place. but soon I realized only if we

Keep giving A Basket full of those 

Attributes To all around us! giving 

 Of me at the dawn of  my life. I had nothing 

Left to give! when  reality set in and I 

 Could not help but let my heart cry 

For what was left of me! under water and 

CAN'T SWIM!

 I can't anymore  Ignore  my heart wishes

 For Love, family, compassion, and respect.

I realized the only one who would give  

That to me would be Me! Love is love reflected!! 

It is taking me the whole of my life to learn

How to expected ! I am afraid the dawn is coming! 

AND I DIDN'T get it!!!

YB.            3/3/2017

I am A Miracle!

Miracle!

I see God in all things

In my blooming Garden in the Spring and summer

In my Snowy  world in the winter!

In my colorful Garden in the fall!

Life is full of Miracles!

The Season's, Nature space!

The Animal kingdom! 

Day and night!

Happiness Sadness  Joyfulness Anger!

Kindness Charity!  

LOVE ! hate!

All are part of our Miracle!

Let us embrace our SELVES!

It is all part of our MIRACLE!!

YB.

          

26/1/2017

       

Angels and poetry.

Angels poetry to my soul

Angels come in to one's life in all forms! 

Angels come in all shapes

Angels come in all colors.

They don't fall out of the sky

They are residing in your heart.

They are the music of your soul. 

They are your guiding light they lift you out of

Your cage  to a larger freedom.

They sparkle your spirit with 

heavenly light!

And when that Angel reminds me

 Even for an instant of my own 

Journey home in to my lightest self

My Angel caused a miracle within my

Heart, spirit, and soul.

That is the grates poetry ever known to my soul!!  

YB.

11/15/2016

Ardi My Body was your first home !

Baby Ardi!  

Your first resident my Body

Your first sound of music my heart beat.

your first massage my hand caressing the baby inside me
YOU! YOU! YOU!

Your big Sister used to sing lullaby to you

thous  where the days when you loved your mom 

Before Poisson was implanted in your heart and soul 

I wish you can listen with a receptive heart to this words.

Baby A! if you know about the power of a generous heart,

You will not let a single moment pass without giving

 To your mother the pleasure to get to know her grandchildren,

Your Baby's before it will be to let! 

YB.

5/09/2016

True love Mothers love!

 Our true love, the keystone of the core of our hearts.

The Angel who birth us. she is the force element of

OUR life. in her sparkling Eyes  the light is always

Shining as the way the light of a lighthouse

In a stormy night.

Cradles us comforting us nine months you carried

Us, raised us  like flowers in your heart, you are the star

Of  all that was good in me. you planted in my 

Young innocent heart integrity, and wisdom.

With your inside of words.

You planted in me courage encouragement and 

And hope, your pure love shined up my path.

Helped me to believe in me! your love is the most

Precious of my  assets. I miss your love  dearest Mom.

I kiss your soul and send you the beats of my heart.

Only with you I would have been completed!

YB.      2016/14/05

My Mother and I...

Mother!

We are together my Mother and I.

Even thou she is long past we are

Together, in my heart, in my mind

Mother and I for ever together.

I wish we could have reached the

Point of my adulthood , to become 

Mom and daughter and also best 

Friends.  I miss you dearest of all.

My Mother most precious memory

In my life, most valuable foundation

For  my survival .  someone have asked

A question  WHAT DO GIRLS DO WHO

Haven't a Mother to help them through

Their troubles?

JUST REMEMBER THE LOVING MEMORY'S!!

YB.

Mothers day may 2016

    

What are we living to our CHILDREN..

I guess the most beautiful things in life 

Are the smiles of children that have known

Only tears and heart ache yet they can steel

Smile. the love it brings to the heart it is 

Like nothing we can ever dream to see.

A true feeling of heaven upon Earth 

To the soul. each day we come together

 In some way around the world about 

Something . I am just wanting to ask all

Of humanity when shall the day come

That our children and the world that we

 Are living to them will become the 

Most important of all issues we face?

We are able to save lives only if we 

get our hearts all come together ,

Together we can WIN!

YB .    4/4/ 2016

The voice of the mind silence.

Spring is around the corner,I will make sure

To note the opening of the flowers bloom..

glorious moments wetting for me when life

 Around  will awakes . with it comes the beauty,

The confidence,  the knowledge and certainty 

 About  the cycle of life it is the pause of The 

Soul! it is the moment of wonder and satisfaction

It is the silence.

Those  who have passed through the silence,

And felt its peace , they retained its strength, 

They long that the whole world shall pass

 Through it also . what an amazing seance of

 Peace  ! that is the only place where the mind

will hear the silence.

There for I say may peace be with all of us.

And may we bloom like the gardens of all

 The souls in heaven .and on EARTH!

May we have SHALOM! PEACE!

On Earth!

YB.3/4/2016

  

LOVE YOU!

Love you too!

Love  you too,  my Belafonte.

My pappy . we spend 14 years together

And now he is gone like all around me.

I was told that Joy emerges where sadness wanes.

I shall seek out the joyful moment's

with my beautiful friend Omega-Jordan.

I miss you my dearest friend!

YB.   30/3/2016

How you earn inner PEACE!

Loving you is how you earn peace!

Rekindle your own perfect relationship

With the most precious, innocent, powerful,

Graceful  light within your heart. when you feel

One with it , you will feel oneness with all of you.

When ever possible open the door to your heart

And feel your own  heart beat   tap on  your graceful

 Feeling the rood to your own inner heaven. 

It is your highest and most precious right.

 Once you achieve that you claimed the path

To happiness. 

No one can make you turn back once you do!!

Be your own ANGEL!

YB.     26/3/2016

One Early Morning.

 

One early morning I sat in the hot tub's of Eselen .

I watched the Moon rise high into the sky just as

The sun began to spill above the horizon. I gazed

straight up into the sky still sparkling with stars,

I lowered my Eyes to include the ocean.

 What a magnificent sight! looking at the wells

on their way to Alaska.

 

 

It is if the two opposites of night and day have

Merged just for a moment in time, that is when I felt

Suspended between the two, what an awesome feeling

When all is quieter and serene. only I and my God!

Listening to the music of the waves. crashing across

 The rocks and sand, the change happen so fast.

Hear I am with God observing the calm,

The storm, day and night!

 

 

Thank you God for allowing me the privilege

Of sharing with me this master  beauty.

And just when the sun began its climb

And the Moon disappeared and the stars no more

There is a apace between where you feel everything

And nothing ,a time when you choose witch

 Direction   YOU ARE GOING!

Take control of your innersole and know

Where you are going.

 

 

YB.      19/03/2016.   

Angel Mom!

 

Dearest Mother what did you leave behind.

What did you leave for your littel girl to remember

You by?A heart full of  memories  of days gon by.

A mind that looks like an Artist canvas

Full of shining stars. thank you Mom.

For being my Mother.

 

 

Dearest Mom; some Mothers barely make their mark

In a whole lifetime, but not you  my dear  Mom.

You have made a difference you impacted 

Your littel girls life in the short five years

We spend together, through counless

Act of love and caring.

 

 

You have left a part of yourself in my aiking

 Heart, to help me remember our moments of love

And laughter. your sweet hugs and tander voice!

My Angel MOM you will keep me going,

You will keep shining my way till the end of time

LOVE YOU MOM!

 

 

YB.   13/3/2016.

 

 

Why is she smiling/

 

 

I discovert why is that smile so full  of
Mistery , She is warning us all!

The colser you get to Excellence in

Your life, the more friends you'll lose.

People love you when you'r average

Because it makes them comfortable.

 

 

Butt when you pursue greatness it

makes people uncomfortable.

Be prepared to lose some people on

Your Journey. just keep smiling.
And stand tall to your belive.

 

 

 

YB.   2/3/2016.

My Prayer!

 

Dear God! enlighten what's dark in my path,

Strengthen my soul and spirit.

Mend what's broken in my heart.

Bind what's brused in my body.

Heal what's sick in me, revive

whatever Died in my broken soul.

 

 

I have come to belive that prayers

Are  devine, that caring about myself

 Is not selfish. It is a blessing for survival.

It helps to become a strong Women!

Who can forgive,  and love

For love is home made.

 

 

Faith will inspire my efforts,

But loving will do the worke.

I am disclosing myself to the world

Perhaps that is the gift that God has given me.

My strength will be measured by my love for life!

The key to my life is to

Unlok the beauty of all things!

 

 

YB.      29/02/2016

 

The real facts of life.

 

 

The fact of life is that no one knows

What tomorrow is going to bring

And the only thing we really have

Is right now. So, Anger for to long

Want help, learn how to forgive.

 

 

Love is the path of healing the spirit. with

Out it  love of life dies, because we want

Know how to deal with pain, and betrayals

That may come our way! it dies

 of illness, wounds and weariness

 

 

With love you will have fun and live life

The way you want to. and remember most

Of all, don't worry about people

That don't like you,  and enjoy

The ones who DO!

 

 

YB.

 22/02/2016

 

 



Cast My Burden Upon God.

 

 

It is scary when you are the only child,

To think that one day you are going to have

To live without your  Mother, Father,Brother

Or Sister, OR family Or that one day you

Are going to have to walk this earth without

Any one on your side, appreciate your self

Love life . have Manners, Morals,Respect,

Have Character,Common sense,

Trust, have Patience. because  no one

Is going to be hear for ever.

 

You are Class you are

INTEGRITY!

LOVE

& JOY

 

 

YB. 21/02/2016

My Grandmother.



 

My grandmother knew what life was about,

No one left her house with anempty belly,

Without getting a hug,

and without hearing her say

I LOVE YOU.

 

She touched the heart and the soul

Of everyone that met her,

but none more so than ME!

 

Her mantra was to those I may have

Wronged I ask for forgivness.

To those I may have helped,

I wish I had don more.

 

To those I neglected to help,

I ask for understanding.

To those who helped me,

I sincerely THANK YOU!

 

YB. 20/02/2016

 

 

 

 

 

 

Everyone is my Teacher!

 

 

I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live I LEARN!

I'VE been hurt but I am Alive.

I am human, I am not perfect but

I am thankful.

 

Everyone is my Teacher. some of them I seek

Some of them I attract .

Often I learn by observing others.

I look in to my life as If it was trough

A camera, focus, focus,

 

on what's Important in life.

Capture the good, the bad

And the ugly. develop from

The negatives, if  things do not turn out

As you want them to,  take another shot!

Remember all are my Teachers.

 

YB. 18/02/16

The littel girl in me.

Dear girl of mine.

Where is this sadness coming from

Why do your Eyes look so sad

And your heart feels lonely and deprived

Because  of a visitor, Christmas!

Family's holiday.

Sweet girl we are a family you and I

Together we can do this, we can get trough

this day and survive it we are together.

we will soar on wings of self love

Because we know that together we are

You and I for now and always.

I know how difficult it is to put past pain behind

and move on. you are grown up now and yet the little

girl inside is steel crying out in fear and loneliness

This child needs me dear heart, gather her up in

your loving  arms and give her comfort

I know how much love you needed then and now.

I was the only one who knew how much this girl

In me needed of love, a hug, a cherished moment

things are different now, we are one strong and united

in our love for one another. together we can gather the

 courage to get past this lonely day intact, and victorious.

you and I . love you! let us decide to enjoy this day.

let us choose happiness.

Y.B

27 December 2013

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