Between Darkness & Light

I hate Passover!

Between darkness and light

My soul flows 

I shale have faith I shale believe

In tomorrow the light will shine

Even if it feels so dark as If the night

Black sky Is raping his darkness around

My Heart! It is so painful ! If God can only 

 Bring Some light in to my dark world!!

Oh Mom I MISS you SO! 

There are so many tears in my Heart!

Never allowed them to reach my eye's 

All I want is peace of mind and heart!

GOD Is that to much to beg for?

I don't want to stay in this pool

Of pain each day I beg God

Lay of of me!! give me a happy

Dream A visit to heaven! with my

 Mom! I miss having her in my life.

I miss her deep love , Dam! you God

For taking my teacher my protector

And the only one who ever LOVED ME!

I am Gods child too, your child !

And I am In need of your help!

GOD!

I never heard the words my mom haid said 

But Instead I heard the love for me

In her WORDS! I miss you

MAMA HANNAH!

YB. 

             

22/4/2017 

   

I am A Miracle!

Miracle!

I see God in all things

In my blooming Garden in the Spring and summer

In my Snowy  world in the winter!

In my colorful Garden in the fall!

Life is full of Miracles!

The Season's, Nature space!

The Animal kingdom! 

Day and night!

Happiness Sadness  Joyfulness Anger!

Kindness Charity!  

LOVE ! hate!

All are part of our Miracle!

Let us embrace our SELVES!

It is all part of our MIRACLE!!

YB.

          

26/1/2017

       

This lonely Night

This lonely night

Chill infiltrated in the Moon light

It entered in to the golden silvery

Bright light, the sky is shining bright

The moon is glowing all by her lonely.

The Stars are playing hide and sick  

In the dark, no twinkles In this lonely night!

For one single bright Star !the glow is magic.

 My Mom!

In haven Smiling  upon my world!

With lots of LOVE.

YB. 

18/10/2016  

Ardi My Body was your first home !

Baby Ardi!  

Your first resident my Body

Your first sound of music my heart beat.

your first massage my hand caressing the baby inside me
YOU! YOU! YOU!

Your big Sister used to sing lullaby to you

thous  where the days when you loved your mom 

Before Poisson was implanted in your heart and soul 

I wish you can listen with a receptive heart to this words.

Baby A! if you know about the power of a generous heart,

You will not let a single moment pass without giving

 To your mother the pleasure to get to know her grandchildren,

Your Baby's before it will be to let! 

YB.

5/09/2016

To my inner child with love!

How I admire your courage! you have the unique

Ability to take chances and to seek out new path.

Others might feel fear, you feel excitement.

And a rush of hope and positive energy. 

I dwell in your shadow and I am

filled with pride of you little girl

 Of Me!

As we move together through our path

I always wonder how are we going to stand

to all the surprises we are going to encounter.

But you sweet child in me for ever is my power

To stand tall to all . I cherish your strong belief

That your world is a friendly place.

For Us.

Just full of challenges. There are very few

Fears left for us . we will deal with them

In our  own time. I know that  I trust your

Awesome intuition, you will never let us

 Down my beautiful little inner child.  I am

PROUD OF US!!

YB.    24/3/2016

Honesty and Venerability !

Honesty

There is honesty in nature. we can learn so much from

All around us,small and big creatures, they use instinct 

For all directions, Observe a child closely and discover the

Beauty and meaning of Honesty!

Did you ever watched an injured animal how he curls up 

Inside   its home and stays quiet. a child will circle in 

His Mothers arms and feel better, that is the face

Of venerability, and intuition

they Waite for recovery. they know that they

 Must be patient sometimes the healing takes time.  

So as we, when you feel down retrieve your power

By being Honest with you.

Learn from nature and little children , Stop for

Now allow your self as a whole to mend

Silence and warmth is your friend now.

Love yourself now! hugs as your Mom 

Will be doing, 

Allow nothing to disturb your thoughts.

 In a little while you will feel strong again 

you will be helping your heart with recovery,

Share your complete honesty with your need

Love you as your Mother will!

YB.     23/3/2016 

In memory of loved one!!.

Many we love have passed away

To soon... whithout reson.

We remember them often

In a thousand different way..

In the morning..

In the night..

When we look

 At the stars..

A date..A Song..

A place..

A smell..

In memory of all those who left us too soon!

For all of you,  this garden OF MY SOUL.

For your souls to rome in! with my love

To  all of you. until we meet again!

YB.   2/ 27/ 2016



Everyone is my Teacher!

 

 

I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live I LEARN!

I'VE been hurt but I am Alive.

I am human, I am not perfect but

I am thankful.

 

Everyone is my Teacher. some of them I seek

Some of them I attract .

Often I learn by observing others.

I look in to my life as If it was trough

A camera, focus, focus,

 

on what's Important in life.

Capture the good, the bad

And the ugly. develop from

The negatives, if  things do not turn out

As you want them to,  take another shot!

Remember all are my Teachers.

 

YB. 18/02/16

Norma! reflection from life

Norma's memories of days gone by 

through storms and happiness in your life
From childhood to the evening of your life
there was one thing constant your boy.
Your beautiful boy,  hours with him so happy
when he roamed with you trough your life.

as the years went by the sun sank lower
And the evening of life was approaching
So as his evening, he didn't let the breezes
Chill his heart for you , some would have
But not your Boy, the light shined in his heart

His mothers faith and love was over him
Her prayers that god might keep her son
healthy, happy, full of grace, now when
He watches his Norma approaching her
Evening and can't recall the things that

Ones was , the boy is their. the angel's
Must be singing. for I think all the mothers
Of  the world are hearing the music
Such a beautiful music only a mother
And her boy can hear..

October 2013

Y.B

A New bright Light

A happy moment!

 My life have sweetened!
you guys have opened windows
To a sunny  bright light in my life
You warmed my heart.
You have let in blazing sunlight
On my gently shaded life.

You have brought a bunch of joy
into my  quiet lonely  life you have
given me back life and hope
you are the best of bonuses
you are the gold at the end of my rainbow...

I have a heart to love you, a mind to
Understand you, ears to listen and arms
To hug. all at your disposal. for life.

You are my grandchildren A. Ch. and Nich
Thank you for the outing. a happy moment
Will it be repeated ?
Love you Nana.

18 August 2013

YB

Anita the Lord was your shepherd.

Anita's light

To my beloved cousin Anita!

Beloved child of God!
You left us To be with the lord,
And the darkest  hours  are hear
For us, we try to see the unseen,
Your soul flowing in Haven.

your faith, and strength , inspired
Us all. your effort and love of God
Gave hope to life, to love, and joy
you always seek the good that is in
People, you believed in courage

You believed that  a  failure is
Not a  defeat until you stop trying
You never stopped trying  you placed
A candle light  in the darkest days of your
Fight with Cancer.. you stood up to a killer!

With bravery, strength  and courage  till the
Last moments; you believed that giving,
Makes living, more loving. you gave us love.
I am living you now knowing, that they are so many 
Tears  in my heart dripping. my heart ekes..
Anita! I love  you will miss U , for always in my heart..


Y.B

 May 17  2013   
    

In memory of Steven m schindler..

Our world has lost a bright star.

Steven a  shining light above

They will be more glider in universe,
For Stevens light will shine and sparkle,
For he is an angel now,  roaming in the havens.

Steven sweet heart! somehow out of all
The twists and turns our live could have
Taken it almost seems like we were given
A meant to be moment-to meet, to get to


Know each other and to set the stage for
A special togetherness, we build a friendship
With an invisible  tread witch would last
life,  and after death... good by  my friend!
For ever you will be my spiritual Gide.

Good by Steven may your Soul rest
In eternal peace..


April 3 2013

Y.B

Stephen M. Schindler - Rest in peace

Angel! Steven M. Schindler;






Angel voice hushed, with God is your home now. Whisper sweetly, and lovingly, to your late wife Eleanor and child Beth. that you loved so dearly. Surrender now with your pure heart, to be with them. I am here with you angels of mine, and all is right. In our abounding world, we all surround our souls to God.


Listen Angels! Steven speaks - he comes to calm you now, with a sodding and loving voice, he becomes your guiding light, he is a Star I made him one! Awake, asleep, he loved you so deep. you three souls will comfort us all... who walked your path. with  your wisdom you will grace the havens.


Steven core  of my faith in human, sweet spirit. You have become my guiding friend, a small voice in me reminds me of the silver linings to having you in my life. In this chaotic world of ours you were peace, grace. You made an unclear light forever shining.


A Star shining above Steven!

Thanks, my Angel !

Angels from high above, guard us all, with your compassion, courage, kindness, generosity and love... We learn from you. Your goodness can never be denied. Sweet Steven! my friend, fiancé in past, you are and have been the source of my strength and inspiration. Please my angel, stay by my side! Pure soul...

Y.B
March 27 2013

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Intuation and Knowledge within my Heart

Gait to heaven opened!
Where the shining full Moon and stars.

Intuition within my heart

With silvery  light , for me to stair at.
As the Orchid  in my vas  was looking  at me.
I have seen your light from heart tonight.



And I hoped  that  you will shine  for me.
Come dawn, you  miser!  where  gone,  but the
Orchid  was steel in  my vas  by my side.
No sorrow for your flight,  a golden sun light
Soon takes your place within my hopes and dreams.
My universe is again bright.


And now my heart is full of hope,
that hope,  feels bright, sparkling presence,
Silent yearning,  for  that  Mr. right ! not a  miser!
I have to be patient, the time is endless , countless
Hours will end. and I will let yesterday go.
For tomorrow to arrive with glory.


 I will keep the dream alive with an open heart
Will Bide calmly, trust   blindly. when day is done
Longing for you   my  men,  is not through.
I promise! the dream will reside in my heart for all tomorrows
Reflecting mirrored hope. for eternal love with the right one!

Y.B

June 1. 2013.

A friend I have never seen

To a friend I have never seen

A friend I have never seen.
Thanks for your friendship,


I have never met you, yet I know you.
When I confronted sadness, felt misfortune, and defeat, you told me that I am brave.

You are the poster boy of loyalty. All  the love you give in your life springs from the love you knew as a child! Obviously you knew a lot of love for you give it with your heart and spirit, with generosity and kindness.

You couldn't take away the pain I had in my heart, but you brought a glowing light of true friendship into my heart.

Every day I have your friendship is a gift. In my life,  if I have had a wish for a true friend, I got me one.

This friendship makes me happy and wise.

Thanks for your GIFT.

January 13 2013

Y.B.

The golden tread between loving hearts

                                    

I love you my girl child!




When you are a mother, you are walking with your heart outside your body every day of your life.
Every day of my life, in the last thirty years, my
Heart was a dry land,  a dead desert, for my only girl was absent from my life...  Nothing in my life was more thrilling than the day she was born...
And now she is back, and I am very happy, and grateful. She is wonderful,  trying really hard to make up for times lost.

Sweet girl of mine, thank you! I love you. I hope you know that I too am trying very hard. It is not easy for both of us, the anger is eating at me so this is a good time and place to say to my girl.

To you dearest child of mine: I am sorry if I am putting pressure on you. I want you to know that I acknowledge your efforts and how hard you are trying. Me too, sweet girl. I am trying, I would love us to make our relationship work.

Thank you. I love you and I am blessed that you opened your heart and soul to me and invited me to your world... Thanks. I love you, my child, for that...

May God help us both to make a go of it. Sweet heart, I am so proud of you. You are a great mother and an amazing wife, a fantastic teacher and a wonderful friend.

Please be kind to yourself: listen to your body and let me be your mom! I miss it. I love you. Let me care for you.

8 January 2013

YB

May we have PEACE on earth

Every life has its value!  Joy to the world,
  May we have  peace on earth. 

There is hope ! There is hope..

We humans must have in our heart Joy of the world that we live in.
We have times of darkened days, and cheerful days, our
Happiness comes from choosing to help our fellow humans.
Glory to those who believes in the highest form of peace on earth,
Among men. let us pull together and pray for peace.
Let our hearts fell with love and compassion, and let-it flow
From one heart to another, that will be my prayer gift, to the world.
For 2013... life is a precious gift to all.
Let us have faith,  and make our self necessary to someone in need


May we have peace on Earth

Dec 31 2012

YB.

Thank you Sid Pelston for an amezing wish to the World

A Ross from my garden to thank you!

Another Year of Memories We Take into 2013 

2012 meant countless, different things to each of us, 

hopefully some joys and not great sorrow.

But whatever sadness and challenge the year brought,

let fate bring you an abundance of hope and joy tomorrow.
 

Did we learn anything new in the year soon to be in our past?

One thing is cherish what we hold dear to help make it last. 

My wish for my friends, my family and those I barely know

Is to think positive and make the best of whatever direction we go.  

I believe we are blessed with our own uniqueness, and have great value.

 

We can make tomorrow better than all of our yesterdays.

In these troubled times for so many, we can offer our support,
Lend a helping hand,

be kind and know that people, whoever they are, matter.

I wish for you that your efforts, whatever they may be, are fruitful.


May some of what you seek become reality. may you and
Those you love have a future, of great fulfilment and sense

Of purpose..  Wishing you a truly rewarding 2013….

20 littel Angels and 6 gardian Angels

You are our  light
 That is  cutting
In   the  dark



This time,  when the world is in need of peace
Even God needs help sometimes.
So he called  up on his favorite children for help.
 He choose twenty little  Angels to be the sweet  feeling
 Behind the world, the light that will Gide us.

The strength behind all things, the compassion and love
For the infinite,  he choose  twenty Little ones and six
Teachers who are their guardian Angels.
 The ones who educated them, taught  them,
 Loved  them , took care of them at  school.

There Teachers,  there guardian's, there second parents.
With that  in my heart,  I  believe that  your most
Precious treasure,  your Little Baby's are not gone!
They are in all of our hearts. they are our  class of  Angels
Together with their  guardians.  we can see them , feel them,
And hear them. they will be the Angels within all of us.

For ever in our hearts and spirits!
They will be the   bridge to haven for humanity.
The class of Angels we lost physically, are with us in spirit.
They are helping God in his hard work to Gide us,
To put in our hearts and spirits the pure joy Angels feel.

Most heavenly thoughts, most serenity , and peace.
I cry with you,  I feel for you...
The parents, the family's, the school.
Newton..  thanks for giving humanity
A class of Angels and their guardian Angels to show
Us the path to good and no evil.  God chose them

 To Roam  in the havens as his class of Angels with there guardian Angels.
 To  spread good, compassion,  love, and peace in  our world.
But most of all to heal the world for all humankind
To the family's,  the  Parents,  the  friends of the class of Angels,
To sandy Hook School in Newton Connecticut, ,  our hearts are with
All of you..

Just a Canadian Mom

On  21 Dec 2012

YB



9/11 Memory

To the memory of all the fallen in 9/11

America, the world is in awe with you.

You inspired the whole human race.

You light our paths with your kindred spirit.

You warm our hearts with your compassion.

You gave all of us a lesson in strength, courage, dignity, and integrity.

America, you weakened your enemies with noble grace.

I love you, America, for everything you stand for.

Nothing makes the Earth seem so spacious as having America leading our Earth.

No one in the history of the world has ever done as much as America.

For the human race... God bless AMERICA...

From a Canadian friend...

In memory of 9/11 victims

18 September 2001

YB