I am a JEW! and proud!!

I'm a JEW! and PROUD!

It is not that God doe's not speak to

 Begot and antisemitic criminals.

They just do not listen!   

I as a Jewish Mother that lost three CHILDREN

To an Arab Father, and a bunch of Academia!

 Proudly will Cary this star of David in my Heart

Until the last breath I will take. 

With love and  high  Hopes will

Walk with my Head UP  High.

I have no Tolerant for Bigotry

 Even if it is coming from my Children

The ones I have given life too

My three children that Shun me     

Brain washed by an Arab Father 

And  the Academia! 

They where suppose to get high 

Education they got Brain washed !

I must thank the university of Toronto

Dollhouse, Colombia university, and

Carlton university the Cambridge university UK.

And the UNITED NATION the bunch

Of Antisemitic Criminals!!!

You helped an Arab Father teach hatred

And Antisemitism with your own hatred

And Bigotry toward ISRAEL! and the JEWS!!  

What can I say  As a Mom that lost

Three Children

May God forgive you.

YB.         30/1/2017

     

For my voice can speak now

For my voice can speak now!

The rules are written for a mother.!

Love your child, attend to him for life.

No matter what. I am not welcome to my

 Child's life, I am Jewish he is an Arab.....

You never expect that he will betray you,

That 2 pounds Baby that had to stay in the

Hospital 3 month after birth that Baby.

That you lived for days  and Ninth.  never left

His side held his tiny hands, rubbed his tiny body,

cradled him  in your arms inside the incubator.

I milked my Brest to feed him mothers milk.

that was my child the boy!  I loved more than life.

The boy! that  his Father didn't want me to have

 Wanted  nothing to do with us! wanted me to abort!

He didn't care about us or wanted to be part of our life's.

To  him we were just  the  durthy  Jews!

My Élan the premature baby I give birth too

He wounded and broke my heart and my soul .

 Took  all the Joy out of my life!

I curse his Father for tempering, with

the love between, a mother! and her son.

He taught  he is above God. he is the one.

Making the rules. he will reward himself,

By punishing me by Alienating my children

Took there birth right to have a MOTHER!  .

Michel Imseis  there is neither reward ,

Nor punishment,  in  this world for you.

your Karma! will follow you for eternity.

And I will love my boy for life....

That is what  Jewish Mothers do..

Y.B

DECEMBER 6 2012

You know who you are

You know what you did , to your mom
You attacked  me like a vice's tiger
All night long  had  night  Mair's
 with vice's tigers biting me...
The pain was unbearable

vice's tigers

The 13 of October 2012 will for ever be
 Engraved  in my mind my heart and soul
 Reminded me of the 12 of October 1997
 At your wedding when you took the pearls
That I give you as a wedding present and you
Let your  girl friend put them around your neck
Rather than give your mother the Honor..

you accused me of cheating on your father
You reminded me of him the Sam abuse he
 Was putting me through, every day of  life
That I  spend  with him,  was pure hell
you are not wordy to have a mother like me.
 My wish for you to feel the pain you endured on me

 you were mysteriously a stranger who wanted
 to shred my heart and watched it  bleed
I should have gone after a wide world full
Of  beautiful people
Rather than dream of a day that my child, 
Will give me the respect and love that
 A mother should get, but no she watched her father
That was her model.....the respect will never come
My life past by and I am steel waiting......

YB
March 2012

If I could start over, would I have children again? No!

I wish I could Ignore loss.
Then the memory of what I have lost
cannot be retrieved...

Everyday from 1979 to 2012 the years that I left my ex.  
One question is always on my mind, If I had to do it all over.  Would I do it? Would I have children? No!

That is a very hard thing for me to admit too, But that is my honest answer. for all the investment that  I put in to having
 Them, the emotional, and physical abuses I went through with their father and them. I was used as a breeding vessel, a cleaning lady, a chauffeur and bread winner who never got respect from them nor their father nor his family...

My children had an evil teacher, their father, This is my true confession.
I had no reason to continue a miserable marriage, except for my children.
But the time has arrived that I could do it no more. My soul was broken...

I am allowing the world to eavesdrop intensely
On a conversation between me and my heart.
At  that point I knew if I had to do it all over again, I will not do it.
I wouldn't have children! The only child I will have would be me.
Perhaps I would have taken care of me, love me, respect me,
And believed in my heart that I deserved every moment of it.

July 7 2012

Y.B

My dearest heart Regrets!

Ardi A Lesson in History for you and your United Nation!

To my son the  Human right lawyer Who do's everything in his power 

To Deming all about me and my people the JEWISH people

For the Palestinian's. hear is a lesson in HISTORY!

My children Shunt me! 

I never felt old until regrets took the place of dreams in my life.

Looking back I regret all the years from when  13 to 34 years of age.

If I could erase them I would. I dreamed  of a home, a family,

children, love, compassion, tenderness, loyalty!

 Instead I got abuses, Name calling, disrespect, let down,

 Betrayal, hatred, absence of loyalty and  so many year,

 Hard to forget so many years of humiliation, shame and pain...

And all of that for being Jewish and an ISRAELI! my Antisemitic children  

1. A human right lawyer!who never give me a chance to meet my grand-kid's  

2. A teacher daughter wonder what kind of values she can teach?

 3. A computer programmer who logs on my blog and try to block 

All of what I wright . obviously they are ashamed of what they did!   

In my youth I made a mistake marrying an Arab! 

who made my life A living hell!   and now as I  aged  I understood 

I should  have left, him the first week! but I didn't know how I had no courage.

I am grieving for the days, the minutes, the precious moments,

I spent trying to nurture, to love, to take care of my family.

That I was committed to, But they were not to me...

REGRETS! that is all I feel in my HEART!

I thank the Academia who helped in the BRAIN WASHING!

July 5 2012

Y.B

Yesterday I drowned

Yesterday I drowned

I could admit to myself that I am very sorry having linked my life to an evil men like my ex...Michael imseis.

A brutal husband, an evil father who polluted my children's souls, and sadly it is hurting my grandchildren. who were deprived of
having a relationship with me for most of their life. Now they don't know what to do with me...

Yesterday I realized the venom he nurtured my child with. My baby girl is out in the path of distraction of her soul with hatred. I don't know what I was thinking. I feel broken, melted, shattered.
 She made me feel if I was nothing  Nonexistent... she made it clear to me...

Yesterday I drowned... Yesterday my hopes, and dreams, vanished .
Yesterday my  heart died..

25 June 2012

Y.B

Let myself down

I can't be hold my self to all the work



The bond that links family is not only one of blood, but of respect and joy in each others' lives, which was deprived of me. How can I fix it by myself? For where my heart is that is my responsibility. But where others' hearts are, is there responsibility? 

I cannot behold myself to do all the work to manage this relationship.

Before you can open the door to your heart which no one has an interest to walk through it.

Little girl, I didn't want to let you down. I am sorry. My highest purpose was as a human mother.
I wanted to justify the gift of life of all our lives. I thought we could continue the process of remaking
our relationship, but dear ones I can't do it by myself. Please be kind on my heart for it has been
fighting a battle for a long time. let us not love only in words or in talk. Let us put our words in action and make it real, encourage one another and build up one another...

You got to know that children are like wet cement. Whatever falls on them makes an impression. Try to show your children the paths to love. It is never too late...

 6 April 2012

YB

I wish



Angel D.. thanks for lighting up my life!

It has been a very difficult day. I am at a cross road. It feels as if it is the end of the road. Are all the doors closed? Where is the light at the end of the tunnel? This world is not for a broken mother like me. I am so tired and lonely.

I went to visit Shoshana at the hospital today. Talia was there looking at her mother with so much love and care I was jealous. It made me so sad looking at her. I felt sorry for myself. I wondered what would happen if I ever need help. Would I have anyone around me?

As if I heard my ex's vioce when he used to tell me: "You were born lonely and I am going to make sure that you will die lonely." Why would anyone be so evil?

I believe in miracles as I was putting this post up. My son in law called me and told me that they are coming to visit with me this evening. A miracle comes my way after 10 years of never seeing them....Thanks angel D....

Post went up March 11 2012.

Feb 23 1993

YB
 

Parental Alienation... Brainwashing my children Ardi Imseis Shirel pegios, and Elan imseis by my ex...



As my life blooms so as my spirit 

That is how my ex... an Arab got back at me his Jewish wife for leaving him after twenty two years of physical, mental, emotional, spiritual abuses. Parental alienation is bad enough with out having the Arab and Jewish conflicts in the middle.

The systematic brainwashing, the poisoning and manipulation of my three children with the sole purpose of destroying my loving relationship that I shared with them. It doesn't always happen to man. In my case, I am the mother and my ex... did it to me. He started the alienation when we were still living together, abusing me in front of the children, calling me names, antisemitic remarks putting me down to below zero...

I never had a name...  it was dirty Jew... He and his family... His mother actually came to visit him from Israel and she told him no way she was staying with a dirty Jew in the house. He came up with the idea for me and the children to leave the house. He would rent me an apartment and when she went back home I could return to the house. That was the second time we separated. He left, went to his brother with the mother for 8 months. He did not support us. My friends did a collection and supported us food, mortgage and all other expenses. He was arrested and put in jail over night after 8 months that they were trying to serve him. The day I took him back, he was arrested.

I had no choice... I was trapped. This is my personal journey. The last time that we separated, judgment was that we would have to rent our apartments. I would have my own place, my ex would have his. And the children would stay in the house. There was no way that was possible: I had no job, lost my business,  had no money for two residents and the house.

My oldest son Elan told me if I did not leave, he would not come to the house. It was snowing and cold late evening. I had to call his father to come home and I left with understanding that once I had a place, the two little ones, Shirel and  would come back to live with me. My ex changed his mind and he started the nightmare: the brainwash. He poisoned their mind against Jews and the Western world. My son A was taken to Israel when he was underage, and was converted into Christianity without me knowing it. I found out 4 years later.


He ended up in East Jerusalem and later in Gaza for many years. He did every thing possible to alienate me from them. They shunned me totally and that is how I lost 3 children that he never wanted to have. They where all I had, and  they were my life...

Now I am living without the most important part of my life, with a broken heart,  a broken soul, and a broken spirit.

March 9 2012

YB

God walks me through

My spirit garden

 



Walk this path with me. Climb up this mountain. Lead me to the top of my dreams. Help me navigate this voyage called life. Let me not do it alone for it will be lonely. So Angel within my heart whispers a sweet  melody into my soul and spirit.

Show me the way to the garden of my soul where the air is clear, where the tender spring flowers will bloom, where the sun will rise and the moon will shine brightly.

And I with the Angel girl within my heart who still always believe in miracles, she is forever seeing light shining right in the centre of the darkness. The purity of her heart can hear and see the Angel within lighting her path...

March 6 2012

YB                                                    

My Baby Boy - love you for always

My baby boy I am lonely for you

my baby boy; I feel sorry for you. How can you hate who you are and what you are?  A brainwashed child that was
taught to hate himself by the person who was supposed to love you.  He should have taught you to be proud of all that you are, including your roots. baby, my love, you may be able to hide it but in your heart you know that you hate half of yourself.

Your father knew that when he inspired you to hate anything Jewish or anything to do with Jews, he was putting poison in your heart. Is that love?  No!!

It is not in the Jewish, or Christian. or Muslim religions wherever good humans are. You are brainwashed
with an ideology, filthy with poison, of hatred, and bigotry. You were used as a bullet against your own mother, your own roots, and your own self. You are a man with no pride, no real love. You are teaching
International Laws. Perhaps it will be more appropriate for you to teach international hatred, and antisemitism. What a pity!

You are  actually walking at the university classrooms full of students to teach law and human rights. How could you, knowing that you are depriving your own children from exercising their own birth right and human rights to have their grand mother in their lives... Would the love of a Jewish grandmother be any different from the love of a Christian or a Muslim grandmother? I would love to know.

You are living a life of a liar. You are being a bigot full of hatred. That is my darling. What some Arabs do teach their children to hate anything and everything Jewish or Western... You are dishonest with your  children, your students and most important of all, to yourself, your heart and soul if you still have one.

I will  pray for you every day that some day you will see the light of love and compassion and will embrace them in your heart and soul. You broke my heart. and left me in pain that some times it feels as if it could never heal. I know it will heal one of these days. I know that we are the memories we keep in our hearts. I am trying very hard to let those memories go... I pray that my heart will never lose its sparkling shine.

Your Jewish mother and proud of it!

March 2, 2012

YB

My Inner child Is speaking TO ALL OF YOU



My Mom and me 

This big loss in my life... it is so hard to deal with it. This morning my inner child is very sad, angry, very sensitive, and she has a very heavy heart. She feels pain, a lot of pain, helpless, and hopeless. Perhaps she is not ready to let go and forgive the people who abused: her my  X...,  my children. Maybe I am pushing too hard and too fast of my inner child.


All I feel this morning is the heart of a sad child, helpless and hopeless little girl and her pain of the loss she endured. Sometime I have to remind her that we are adults now.

I can never put her away. I promised her that I will take care of her for as long as I am around... I want to honour her feelings. I want to comfort her and it is OK if she needs more time to forgive anyone... I am  sure that the right time will come for her to be able to forgive. Maybe not today. I will pray, please God, help me find the fountain of forgiveness in my heart... I want to forgive someone today!

Feb 25 2012

Y.B



                                             

Forgiving a monster my X...

May they be peace on earth

Sifting through the ashes of my heart, I am trying very hard to find forgiveness for you. It is difficult. It would have been so much easier if you would have been honest from the beginning that you were an Arab. I probably would have stayed away. But you lied about who you are and who you were as long as you get your prise.

When we were interviewed by the Jewish Canadian news you were asked that question, your answer was "if I would have told her the truth about me being an Arab, she would not have gone out with me. Was that OK with you to destroy the life of a fourteen years old girl, a child?

For all the abuse that I have endured from you and your family physically, emotionally, spiritually; it just proved to me that I must get myself out of that situation. It also proved that you didn't care about your children too. Because if you did you would not deprived them from having a mom even if she is Jewish. You broke the Canadian law when you took my baby to Israel. He was underage and without my permission, took him to a church and converted him to Christianity.

I found out about it four years later. What kind of an animal are you? How do you take children out of the reach of their mom's love. Only an Arab full of hatred for Jews and humans -- an evil man like you, one who has no respect for women can do such an evil thing like that. I tried so many time to reach to your heart so I would be able to have a relationship with my children but you hated Jews more than you loved your children and you have no heart.

So I am going to be a better person than you will ever be and go deep in the walls of my heart and search for the
Fountain of Forgiveness and send forgiveness your way!

It may take time to reach the point of total forgiveness, perhaps that will be help to  me in my healing, I will do it for me and for my children and grandchildren whom I love very much.....

A Jew and proud to be one!!!!
September 1997

YB

A letter to my children Elan imseis, S ,and my baby wounded heart

Healing the soul

I am losing hope that I will ever hear from my children. Has the time of communication come to an end? This letter to my children hopefully will provide me with some comfort to be able to tell about your mother's broken heart and the painful situation that all of you have brought up on me for no reason.

What kind of children will shun there mother because she is Jewish and she divorced an abusing man who is your father? Only ones who were brainwashed, selfish and poisoned. Since your birth I felt joy in my heart. You were the only bright light in my life.

I wish I could say that your father felt the same way! I know that if you ever read this, it is going to be painful. But it is about time. I will be totally open about the torture he put me through. Before having you guys I was 14 years old, pregnant. He drugged me to have an abortion three times within 2 years when Élan was on the way he pushed me down a flight of stairs.

Élan was born premature. It is a miracle and a lot of care by me that he made it. When Shi was born he would not take me to the hospital. It was a friend of his who did. When he found out that I was expecting again at the doctor's office he told me to have an abortion. We had a fight at the doctor's office: I would not have an abortion ... my baby  was born.

The first visit to the doctor I remember the doctor looking at me when he was examining my baby, and he asked me if I am thinking the same as he was. I knew exactly what he meant. The tragedy here was that I had to fight him for every one of your lives and I ended up with none of you in my life. Frankly he used you as a weapon against me for his own satisfaction. Finally the dog he had on a leash for 22 years had freed herself. I was not his property anymore and I was in the process of building a life. And you my beloved fools fell to his trap and his sick way of his life...

I hope that you will continue to feel my presence every single minute no matter how much you and he will try not to, because my love for you is too strong, my bond to you is the positive in your life. The first years were the most important years that gave you the foundation and that became the base of who you have become... the brainwash that came afterwards was the poison he planted in you against anyone who is not an Arab......

With this letter I hope to remind you of who you are. Please hear my voice inside your heart telling you I love you. I want to be part of your life and my grand children's life. I only exist because of my love for you and the hope that one day we will see each other, if not in this world then perhaps in another world....

My sweet children it is your life to live however you choose to, with all the luggage that comes with your choices.... I leave you with this shared memory when you were a tiny egg that hatched and marvelled at the miracle of life and it all happened in my body. It didn't seem possible that such a helpless naked creature could survive at all ... Days , months and years passed and you observed me your mother taking care of you, loving you, attending to your needs days and nights, not even once did your father woke up at night to care for you or did anything to make my life easier. All that mattered to me were my children, their welfare, and providing for you the best I could as much as I can and gave you everything I didn't have......

With all the abuse I had endured by your father and  his family, I stuck it out until I could no longer....If I would have stayed with him I would have been dead by now. When the doctor told me either you leave your husband or find another doctor, I realised that was the time that I had to make change to my life. For that I had to be punished by him and you? Why? How can you doubt yourself that you had done me no wrong ....

Of all the animals in the universe, humans are the most amazing and intelligent. I am sorry to tell you: you are not the norm; you were brainwashed....

You are filled with hatred and resentment, bigotry; you will never be able to nurture the lives that were entrusted to you..... You will pass on to them the same poison that your father passed on to you - hatred, bigotry, fear, guilt, resentment and a chaotic life that is what your father left you with ... I want you to know that every time you sliced my heart and bled me I went to bed in a foetus position feeling the pain to the core of my being. It was as if a sharp knife cut my heart to pieces. you deprived me of motherhood, and stole from me the only family I will ever have. I have given you so many chances to come back, 32 years I waited for you it was so easy for you  to drop me as if I was trash. You chose to ignore me. Different people will enter your world and each will be in need of something that only you can provide them with and I am sure that you will do so because that is the way I  taught you but with your mother you never been sensitive. to my needs, my love for you, my missing you.

You have never been willing to share all that you are with me or even just a little bit you give me zero % of your time or your life . Did you know that you are destined to impact many lives in this world. How would you feel knowing that you deprived your mom and your children their birth right? Your life will be filled with people whom will call out on you for reassurance and gentle touch. You will hear their cries, you will never be able to touch and feel the pain of their hearts. Listen and soothe the wounds of their souls. Feel the emptiness in them, just as I have done for you over the years, as your mother - I'm afraid you would not know how. Imagine the power in your wings and warmth in your heart, if you would've had embraced me when I needed you as your mother. I hope that your relationship with your children will be a lot more loving than what you had with me. The important things to remember right now is the intention - no matter how you put it as a mother feeling left out from my children and grandchildren life, my children's weddings, birthdays, holidays, the day my grandchildren were born.

Everybody who hears this story reacts to your actions in disgust. The only thing that really matters is your true purpose - to hurt me. Perhaps one day you will realise the hurt that you caused me, perhaps not. Meanwhile, I must let go of this pain. I cannot be responsible for how you choose to react regarding me leaving your father, because he installed hatred in your hearts. I hope to comfort myself with this letter, you need to know that I see the whole truth. I will never respect anything less than I expect to be respected

My advice for you all is to be in peace with yourselves. You need to confront your issues and stop denying your problems. Your problems are not solved by pushing them away, underneath your carpet, they will be solved by bringing peace and warmth into your heart. I apologise to you for writing this letter because you are getting a whole lot of new information that may cause you pain. This is not what I mean to do, but I just need my voice to be heard and my story to be shared. I want you to know the truth, as painful as it is.

Healing the spirit

YB, Sept 1998

Micheal MY X...Elan and my baby boy. no more Abuse

 The bridge to victory



There is a point when emotion begins to break up the mind, the spirit, and soul. There are certain things that can be said, shattering the reason for my existence, withstanding how I feel. It is approaching to the end. It feels in my heart... no more beating, name calling, degrading. putting you down to zero and below...

At one point he told me if he had the power he would put all orphans in a line-up and shoot all of us. According to my X...Michael Imseis, we orphans are not worthy of loving or be loved because we  can't love .....and we can't be loved.... It is coming to an end his time has run out with me.

I am trying to collect my thoughts to begin to rebuild a new reason for living. I must find my path again in order to move forward. I have been standing in the rain, the snow bare feet. He will lock me out the house far too long, toyed with, played with, manipulated...

It is time to don my survivor coat and go for a long walk. Alone. Alone, soaking the warmth of this cosy feeling, no more beatings.

Yolland, just remember when the next storm knocks on the window of your heart again, do not open the door again. That door is locked for good to anyone ... never allow yourself to be abused again...

Dec 27 1979

YB



Ideal Father

An ideal Father preaches love and peace

 

An Ideal Father should be strong and guiding understanding, and giving honest and forthright confidence.

An Ideal Father should be relaxed and soft, flexible and tolerant but most of all an Ideal Father should be a loving man who won't deprive his children and grandchildren from exercising  there birth right, have a loving relationship with an adoring mother and grandmother... because she is Jewish... That is a poisoning Father, who is a bigot that is the monster I was married to.

Dec 8 2009

YB

My life with my sons that hate me



May love, hope, and faith, will win!



Embracing legacy of life’s
Physical pain of let down;
Spiritual pain of my choices,
Emotional pain of neglects;  

The pain of childhood…
The pain of seventeen
The pain of loving the devil, my ex at thirteen

I was neglected, rejected, and shunned
While trying to give my precious life to you, my family

You made me face hate, love, war, anger, toxic, despair and prejudice...
Knowing in your hearts; all of you,
That all I wanted was love, peace, containment, humanity and tolerance in my family..

To my son the human rights lawyer who cares about human rights:
Discrimination of religion is against the law.
Why would it be OK to discriminate against your mother and your children?

Oct 12 2008

YB

Michael Imseis my X.....



A vulture in my life

My children,

The inseparable bond between mothers and children begins at the moment of conception, growing and developing as we grow, learn, and become a family unit.

It takes an evil man to separate between that kind of love and a bond..

A man that is sick, full of hate, his words are evil, his life is a misery, full of jealousy that took over his entire being.

A man who is an abuser, has no heart, respect, value of life.

To him, only if  you are an Arab can you be worthy to have a life...

He  was my ex-husband, the father of my children...

I will be able to deal with Michael Imseis with  peace when he will start loving his children and grandchildren more than he hates Jews including his ex-wife.

This evil man forced me to spend my life without my children and grandchildren.

And now I am spending my life with out a part of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

October 1999

YB


In slow motion




My broken wings cannot fly these days

In slow motion... pushed away piece by piece, my heart sunk into a hole, as you walked away from me and shattered my dreams.

Why couldn't you have a mother and a father? My heart shredded to pieces, my spirit and soul crashed, faded like a candle light in the wind. My life became darker and darker....

I have to know and understand why I was not welcomed to my sons' weddings. In my daughter's wedding I was treated like a stranger, humiliated by my child setting me with a bunch of strangers; no part of  family, children, and grandchildren, no friends.

And to top it off,  my daughter took a strain of  pearl necklace and earrings I gave here as wedding gifts, she gave it to her girl friend to put it around her neck.

For a moment I thought my heart was stopping, I never would dream that the child I loved so much
could hate me so.........

I couldn't breathe, I wished to drop dead at that moment: the pain was unbearable. She reminded me of the cruel pain that her father used to shower me with every day of my life with him. They learned to abuse me by watching him do it.

I have seven grandchildren, I don't now some of them at all (my baby's children, two of them he would not even tell me their names. My ex is an Arab catholic, so just imagine what I had to go through.

Their mother is Muslim, no way she wants them to know that they are part Jewish, and some of  my daughters and my oldest son's children I saw 5 or 6 times in their life. Their ages ranged between 15 and 3 years. Never been in a birthday, I am totally shunted away......

That is why I am writing so they will  know how much I love them.

And how much we both have been deprived by their supposedly loving parents.
(Two of them are my youngest son's children - he is a human rights lawyer, what a joke! where is the human right of his mother and his children.... He even refuses to send me a photograph of the kids)

These days have been very difficult and hard on me, I am circling between hell and earth.

I need a miracle to make this bad dream go away. I made an error in my youth and I will pay for it until the day I die.

What am I to do to overcome my sadness and pain, the heartache and the loss?

I think it is as hard as if they were dead, perhaps it is harder.

Now I have to pick up the pieces, now I have to mend my heart, planting new hopes and caring for my soul and spirit.

Like new blooms in my garden in the spring, I owe it to myself.

I have to see my path blooming; the branches of my soul is sprouting new leaves.

My life has to have new meaning. I deserved it with them or without them.

My world has to go on........thanks to every angel that crossed my path, and the light my mother guided me with...... and most of all, thank you Lord for being by my side and carrying me through it.

May 2007

YB