My dearest heart Regrets!

Ardi A Lesson in History for you and your United Nation!

To my son the  Human right lawyer Who do's everything in his power 

To Deming all about me and my people the JEWISH people

For the Palestinian's. hear is a lesson in HISTORY!

My children Shunt me! 

I never felt old until regrets took the place of dreams in my life.

Looking back I regret all the years from when  13 to 34 years of age.

If I could erase them I would. I dreamed  of a home, a family,

children, love, compassion, tenderness, loyalty!

 Instead I got abuses, Name calling, disrespect, let down,

 Betrayal, hatred, absence of loyalty and  so many year,

 Hard to forget so many years of humiliation, shame and pain...

And all of that for being Jewish and an ISRAELI! my Antisemitic children  

1. A human right lawyer!who never give me a chance to meet my grand-kid's  

2. A teacher daughter wonder what kind of values she can teach?

 3. A computer programmer who logs on my blog and try to block 

All of what I wright . obviously they are ashamed of what they did!   

In my youth I made a mistake marrying an Arab! 

who made my life A living hell!   and now as I  aged  I understood 

I should  have left, him the first week! but I didn't know how I had no courage.

I am grieving for the days, the minutes, the precious moments,

I spent trying to nurture, to love, to take care of my family.

That I was committed to, But they were not to me...

REGRETS! that is all I feel in my HEART!

I thank the Academia who helped in the BRAIN WASHING!

July 5 2012

Y.B