How do you close the Door ??

Fire within.

The one who has no fire within can

Never warm up others! I have been

A fiery strong  women for to long!

So it is OK to give myself permission

To cry sometimes. for the pain I endured!

I have don a lot of work on my self to heal
Along the way I changed  how ever the

Memory's of my children never changed.

I do not understand how can a child wake

Up one day and decide his Mother never

EXISTED!

It is so hard for me to give up the hope
On the Dream!

That perhaps one of this days they will be back!
In my life!

How ever it is much harder giving up on the dream

 knowing that it is the only thing I ever wished 

FOR!!
How do I close the door?

 IS IT  ONLY A DREAM  OR A NIGHTMARE??  

YB.     1/2/2017

       

I am a JEW! and proud!!

I'm a JEW! and PROUD!

It is not that God doe's not speak to

 Begot and antisemitic criminals.

They just do not listen!   

I as a Jewish Mother that lost three CHILDREN

To an Arab Father, and a bunch of Academia!

 Proudly will Cary this star of David in my Heart

Until the last breath I will take. 

With love and  high  Hopes will

Walk with my Head UP  High.

I have no Tolerant for Bigotry

 Even if it is coming from my Children

The ones I have given life too

My three children that Shun me     

Brain washed by an Arab Father 

And  the Academia! 

They where suppose to get high 

Education they got Brain washed !

I must thank the university of Toronto

Dollhouse, Colombia university, and

Carlton university the Cambridge university UK.

And the UNITED NATION the bunch

Of Antisemitic Criminals!!!

You helped an Arab Father teach hatred

And Antisemitism with your own hatred

And Bigotry toward ISRAEL! and the JEWS!!  

What can I say  As a Mom that lost

Three Children

May God forgive you.

YB.         30/1/2017

     

I am A Miracle!

Miracle!

I see God in all things

In my blooming Garden in the Spring and summer

In my Snowy  world in the winter!

In my colorful Garden in the fall!

Life is full of Miracles!

The Season's, Nature space!

The Animal kingdom! 

Day and night!

Happiness Sadness  Joyfulness Anger!

Kindness Charity!  

LOVE ! hate!

All are part of our Miracle!

Let us embrace our SELVES!

It is all part of our MIRACLE!!

YB.

          

26/1/2017

       

Ardi Imseis and Shirel pegios No More Silencing your Mother!!!

Jerusalem of gold! the Jewish capital of ISRAEL!

Silence no more!

If I wan't speak up for myself it

Will cost me pieces of my heart

The longer I allow you to silence me 

The more broken heart pieces I

Will have to maned! Ardi Imseis and Shirel pegios

You may think that your Mother is

Stupid for loving you and keep

 Hopping that one of this days you 

 Realize how cruel you are for denouncing

Me just for being Jewish! find a mirror

And stand in front of it

The face looking back at you is JEWISH too!

Keeping my mouth shot  so you  can keep year 

After year Abusing me takes a toll on my soul!

I am going to be true to my feelings,

I will not cover up your nasty deed 

LET THE WORLD KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

Shirel I do not think that you can teach children 

Moral values!

And Ardi I do not think that you can preach the world

On Human Rights!

PERHAPS THE UNITED NATION STANDARD

JEWS AND ISRAEL HEATERS!

  ANTISEMITIC BUNCH OF CRIMINALS!! 

YB.         25/1/2017   

The Key To My Soul's Harmony!

Harmony

My joy emerges when the sound of a Violin

takes over my soul, sadness wanes with the 

Sounds of  The harmony I embrace the love

Of music I embrace the light it brings up to 

My world. It Illuminate my feelings It feeds

My soul with  the most vibrant Joy to my being 

 You Do not need  to see the violin to hear the music

Or the harmony! only have faith that the music of

Your Soul is  PLAYING!!

YB.         21/1/2017

Season of Light!

Season of light!

May this wonderful season of light

Be filled with warmth, joy, and tradition

For my little girl the child within

Wishing you love peace and harmony

And shining light.

YB.

1/5/2017