Let myself down

I can't be hold my self to all the work



The bond that links family is not only one of blood, but of respect and joy in each others' lives, which was deprived of me. How can I fix it by myself? For where my heart is that is my responsibility. But where others' hearts are, is there responsibility? 

I cannot behold myself to do all the work to manage this relationship.

Before you can open the door to your heart which no one has an interest to walk through it.

Little girl, I didn't want to let you down. I am sorry. My highest purpose was as a human mother.
I wanted to justify the gift of life of all our lives. I thought we could continue the process of remaking
our relationship, but dear ones I can't do it by myself. Please be kind on my heart for it has been
fighting a battle for a long time. let us not love only in words or in talk. Let us put our words in action and make it real, encourage one another and build up one another...

You got to know that children are like wet cement. Whatever falls on them makes an impression. Try to show your children the paths to love. It is never too late...

 6 April 2012

YB