Stephen M. Schindler - Rest in peace

Angel! Steven M. Schindler;






Angel voice hushed, with God is your home now. Whisper sweetly, and lovingly, to your late wife Eleanor and child Beth. that you loved so dearly. Surrender now with your pure heart, to be with them. I am here with you angels of mine, and all is right. In our abounding world, we all surround our souls to God.


Listen Angels! Steven speaks - he comes to calm you now, with a sodding and loving voice, he becomes your guiding light, he is a Star I made him one! Awake, asleep, he loved you so deep. you three souls will comfort us all... who walked your path. with  your wisdom you will grace the havens.


Steven core  of my faith in human, sweet spirit. You have become my guiding friend, a small voice in me reminds me of the silver linings to having you in my life. In this chaotic world of ours you were peace, grace. You made an unclear light forever shining.


A Star shining above Steven!

Thanks, my Angel !

Angels from high above, guard us all, with your compassion, courage, kindness, generosity and love... We learn from you. Your goodness can never be denied. Sweet Steven! my friend, fiancé in past, you are and have been the source of my strength and inspiration. Please my angel, stay by my side! Pure soul...

Y.B
March 27 2013

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Passover! Sade time for me

Hear gos again Passover is hear and I am

I miss you Momy

Yearning For your love Mommy, I turn to you for trust,
And you are not hear, I look to you for love,  empty space.
 You are  gone. Mommy,the pain is unbearable, I miss you
No one to inspire me, encourage me, give me answerer's,
For all that a child needs..only you could lift my spirit..


I wanted my world to be reassured by you.
my yesterdays , and my tomorrows, need
To have you near. but you were not in my world
to lift me up, to bring smiles in to my face,
And joy in to my heart .. I need you Mommy...

YB

18 March 2013

Waiting For You

If but for the brief time that we know each other,

Waiting for you

Our hearts were embraced.  all colours now are


Brighter, and hope now is engraved in our hearts.
Is happiness knocking on our doors?  yes yes yes!
I hope it's not  dreams that are sold, but can never
Be bought,


I am ready to by them.  are you? my heart tells me
That yes, Be that faith makes things possible,
But dafinetly  not easy. keep searching girl
That heart of mine,  it begs to let it guide in peace
Please heart tell me for certain, should I wait? for thee?
And my heart reply,  I never lie, take your time girl


Use your grace and  love, for to love and be loved
Is to feel the sun from both sides. love is a big word.
filled with spirit, emotions, joy, love is a  worthy gift.
Sooner or later you will be mine, and I will be yours
And we will be us. our  dreams will be shared never ending
For our  world will be a  better place  with our love...

Y.B

March 14 2013

Intuation and Knowledge within my Heart

Gait to heaven opened!
Where the shining full Moon and stars.

Intuition within my heart

With silvery  light , for me to stair at.
As the Orchid  in my vas  was looking  at me.
I have seen your light from heart tonight.



And I hoped  that  you will shine  for me.
Come dawn, you  miser!  where  gone,  but the
Orchid  was steel in  my vas  by my side.
No sorrow for your flight,  a golden sun light
Soon takes your place within my hopes and dreams.
My universe is again bright.


And now my heart is full of hope,
that hope,  feels bright, sparkling presence,
Silent yearning,  for  that  Mr. right ! not a  miser!
I have to be patient, the time is endless , countless
Hours will end. and I will let yesterday go.
For tomorrow to arrive with glory.


 I will keep the dream alive with an open heart
Will Bide calmly, trust   blindly. when day is done
Longing for you   my  men,  is not through.
I promise! the dream will reside in my heart for all tomorrows
Reflecting mirrored hope. for eternal love with the right one!

Y.B

June 1. 2013.

Committing the Golden Rule to Life not to memorys

My soul, spirit and heart in harmony

It takes the whole of life to master living.
I am somehow learning, that my journey is not
Completed, the last Paige is not written yet.
I steel have the faith that tomorrow will shine
My soul is a wondrous thing, it will clime up.

This inner progressiveness of understanding
Between my spirit,   and soul.  two parts of me
Is the  most beautiful thing; I found-it by looking
For it passionately, wishing for it, dreaming about it.
I know it needs a divine interference for it to happen.

I am glad that I kept day dreaming  about it.
Perhaps  that's  the way I  projected  that divine
Interference to be part of my life, it  is a privilege
To welcome you in to my life I never knew that
Such a power could exist until the day I embraced-it

I am longing for my mother, lord! she is with you
Take care of my Mama, she is in my heart for ever
I know that I am in the Presence of a divine power
Who would support me and make my life more complete
than I ever dreamt it could be. Thank you God.


I turned to you for trust, and you give it openly to me
I look to you for hope, and faith, and you give me the
Answers , encouragement , inspiration, when I am down
You lift my spirit  up and take my thoughts to places
Where my troubles seems so much further away,
Tomorrows  golden Rule. will be to my life,  not to  memory's;

YB

March 7 2013

The value of love

If  I  know  what is the value of love
It's because I  never been lucky to know love
Perhaps as a child,  I felt love.  and that is the
Reason for the survivor instinct in me.

I am walking through the journey of my life
with my thoughts reflecting the loving
 Hopes of my heart

If  I know what loves value is, it's because
I dreamt about it, wished for gentle fillings ,
My thoughts of being loved are my mornings
Inspiration and my night's comfort.

They  take me up above  the staff that clouds
Parts of my life, when ever I  think of love,
I dream of happy moments  in  the past , present,
And  the  future, which will bring me closer

To my wish to be loved,  a fantasy  come true.
My own day dreams, marvellous richness, of the soul.
Full of joy, that most people will ever dream of.
my Private  fantasy,  with my chosen people around me.

My heart will be a place for comfort, all around
my Eyes a window to my soul, all can look at and trust.
My spirit welcoming all who deserve it.
My hands to reach out for all who needs, a heart
That understand, and doesn't judge...

3 march 2013

YB