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| In the light of my friend I find second self |
Dear Steven
The news that you're sick is heavy on my heart. I just wanted you to know that the days, the hours, the minutes I spent with you,
I look upon them as a sort of perfumed garden, a fountain of magic waters.
You and you alone made me feel as if I had an angel looking over me. You were very good to me. And yet at the same time you pained my heart very deeply.
In one hand you cherished me with that dignified tenderness which I only find in you... and yet pained me at the same time... I forgive you; I chose to see you as my angel who came to the gate of my paradise. you were there for me and so you give me the courage to keep standing alone.
I think that I was born to walk alone. The supreme happiness of life is the conviction of being loved for yourself or more correctly being loved in spite of yourself. You didn't love me that way.
And I for always will be sad that you didn't.
I hope that you are happy. I want and wish you health. If your world seems cold to you these days, please remember there is a girl in Toronto who forever has a heart full of compassion for you, angel... I could warm up your world; I am your friend for life.
Hear is my commandment to you my friend... Love yourself, take care of yourself, let me know if I could do something for you. I hope that you can hear me with your ears, but listen to me with your eyes: you will win!!!
You are a winner...
Get well, be well, feel well, I wish I could see you and help...
June 10 2012
Y.B
